I need to learn to be happy. I realised that everyone has flaws. You for one are concealed beneath this facade but you're too much of a wuss to allow even an ounce of imperfection to surface for fear that people would change their perception of you. As the cliche saying goes: They do not like you. They like the idea of you. So do yourself this favour and stop feigning how you want people to see you. You've built this idea of an individual and have implanted it in everyones' minds. You needed an escape so you chose to funnel this alter-ego of yours into reality.

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I'm so funny I can't even.