Thursday, 20 September
The doctor said that my thyroid changed it's form from liquid to solid.

Spent my day reading a book. Even went to Awfully Chocolate to look for Azra at work. And I just spent my time there reading whilst nomming on my chocolate ice-cream.

Friday, 21 September
Met up with Kitty after work. Had Swensen's at ION Orchard. Went to the toilet to record a video for the soon-to-be bride. Then we had Yoguru!

When I reached the bus stop, I found out that I didn't have my wallet with me, so I panicked. Thank goodness kitty remembered that I left it at the toilet when we were recording the video.

Saturday, 22 September
Met up with Chiewting and Derek after work. Had dinner at Bali Thai then went to Cineleisure for a game of pool. I only played once because I was really too tired from work.

Sunday, 23 September
Sneaked out because dad wouldn't be very happy that I'd be out late when I have an operation in the morning. Went to McDonald's near Parkway Parade for supper with Zhiqiang, Hanbin, Jeremie, Gen and Trix. I really miss all of them. Only managed to spend an hour with them because I was busy watching MasterChef Season 3! Hahaha omg it's so thrilling. And the place closed at 12am damn.

Monday, 24 September
At around 1am, I sneaked out again to Eunos this time to meet him. Slacked under his block until 3am. Hahahaha I told Zhiqiang that I spent $15 to meet him, because of the cab fares.

Operation: OMG IT WAS SO SCARY!
- They numbed me with two anesthetic injections.
- When it was numb, there was so much piercing.
- Halfway through, I felt blood trickling down my neck.
- When I got up, I looked at the pillow and almost fainted. It was stained with my blood and I get very weak at the sight of blood.
- Nurse took my blood pressure and it was 180bpm.
- Then it was 70 for around an hour. Because she was waiting for it to rise to the norm, which was around 90bpm. But the doctor told her that that was my normal blood pressure. Omg I am abnormal la.
- Took off the plaster and counted the holes. 17.

Napped for 2 hours at home then met up with Azra for Fika at Beach Road! Amira is a total douche because she forgot about it. And she was the one who confirmed it 4 days ago. Went to Bugis for Frolick after.

Mushroom Crepe

Azra's Swedish Meatballs

Tuesday, 25 September
Finally utilised the shower room at work! Went to Plaza Singapura to meet Chiewting and Derek! So sweet of Derek to get us our favourite biscuits ^^

Dinner at the foodcourt. Oh I was so upset that Boost was closed. It's always closed, isn't it. Couldn't think of anything else to do except pool. So we went to POMO. Then we met up with Limin at The Cathay to have dinner with her.

Wednesday, 26 September
I couldn't take it anymore, so I asked my trainer why everyone seemed like they didn't want to train me. I am so not thinking too much. It's so bloody obvious. They rest would laugh at whoever has to train me. When the supervisor assigns someone to train me, that person would either say that she doesn't want to, succumb to inferiority, or give a black face. SO DON'T SAY THAT I'M THINKING TOO MUCH. I was in the same room when they did all of the above. They didn't even think about how I felt!

After work, walked around ION Orchard with Jeremie for an hour. Then we went to Takashimaya for dinner with Iris and Gen at PAUL. My salmon sandwich was really good, salad very fresh. Walked to Orchard Central for dessert at Cold Stone Creamery.

Dad gave me a pep talk. Gen and Limin helping me along the way, with their words. So I have been tough for too long. I teared. Not because what I do is challenging. It's the people; they outcast me. They don't care about how their actions would make me feel.

The only people who have been nice to me are William (Head of staff canteen, Kutulu) and Edmund (Room Service). The staff canteen is actually named Kutulu because it's an acronym for Know Us, Try Us, Love Us.

Edmund: So what do I call you?
Me: Sherina
Edmund: Edmund
Me: (Shit. That's the name of my gay boss.)

They're the few who help me get through my days at work. Like I get really happy when I see Edmund in the corridors. Safe. And he has combed back hair \^^/

Thursday, 27 September
I think I touched cum.

Me: (while holding the dustbin) Can I ask you something, is this cum?
Supervisor: I don't know!

ISN'T SHE OF HIGHER SUPERIORITY. Doesn't it mean that she has more experience or knowledge.

Trainer: Can't be la. There were two guys in the room.
Me: (eww eww eww I touched cum)
Supervisor: Can also what.
Trainer: But it was a father and his son.
Me: (eww eww eww I touched cum)
Supervisor: Maybe the son brought a girl.

As usual, I'd be really happy because the next day would be my off day! On the way to work in the morning, I saw an advert on the bus about the Harry Potter exhibition. And it was going to end on the 30th of September.

So I treated myself to tickets to Harry Potter: The Exhibition as well as Andy Warhol: 15 Minutes Eternal. It was also because I needed to spend some alone time. Spent an hour for each. I even made a friend after I was done. She was saying how cold it was and how long she took for each exhibition, just like I did! Hehe.

Went to ION Orchard to meet my mom for Swensen's. Went to PAUL but they didn't have the pastries that we wanted. Waited for Raiyan to fetch us from Takashimaya since he had the car. While waiting, I saw a familiar face!

Me: Young Yap!
YY: Oh hey!
Me: Why are you still in uniform, didn't you change?
YY: I was picking up something for the guest.
Me: (Oh good one Sherina, dumbass. Who would leave work without changing out of the uniform.)

First time seeing him since I started work.

Today
Red Velvet cupcake baked by my mom and Laoban tauhuey for brunch.