Thursday, 20 September
The doctor said that my thyroid changed it's form from liquid to solid.

Spent my day reading a book. Even went to Awfully Chocolate to look for Azra at work. And I just spent my time there reading whilst nomming on my chocolate ice-cream.

Friday, 21 September
Met up with Kitty after work. Had Swensen's at ION Orchard. Went to the toilet to record a video for the soon-to-be bride. Then we had Yoguru!

When I reached the bus stop, I found out that I didn't have my wallet with me, so I panicked. Thank goodness kitty remembered that I left it at the toilet when we were recording the video.

Saturday, 22 September
Met up with Chiewting and Derek after work. Had dinner at Bali Thai then went to Cineleisure for a game of pool. I only played once because I was really too tired from work.

Sunday, 23 September
Sneaked out because dad wouldn't be very happy that I'd be out late when I have an operation in the morning. Went to McDonald's near Parkway Parade for supper with Zhiqiang, Hanbin, Jeremie, Gen and Trix. I really miss all of them. Only managed to spend an hour with them because I was busy watching MasterChef Season 3! Hahaha omg it's so thrilling. And the place closed at 12am damn.

Monday, 24 September
At around 1am, I sneaked out again to Eunos this time to meet him. Slacked under his block until 3am. Hahahaha I told Zhiqiang that I spent $15 to meet him, because of the cab fares.

Operation: OMG IT WAS SO SCARY!
- They numbed me with two anesthetic injections.
- When it was numb, there was so much piercing.
- Halfway through, I felt blood trickling down my neck.
- When I got up, I looked at the pillow and almost fainted. It was stained with my blood and I get very weak at the sight of blood.
- Nurse took my blood pressure and it was 180bpm.
- Then it was 70 for around an hour. Because she was waiting for it to rise to the norm, which was around 90bpm. But the doctor told her that that was my normal blood pressure. Omg I am abnormal la.
- Took off the plaster and counted the holes. 17.

Napped for 2 hours at home then met up with Azra for Fika at Beach Road! Amira is a total douche because she forgot about it. And she was the one who confirmed it 4 days ago. Went to Bugis for Frolick after.

Mushroom Crepe

Azra's Swedish Meatballs

Tuesday, 25 September
Finally utilised the shower room at work! Went to Plaza Singapura to meet Chiewting and Derek! So sweet of Derek to get us our favourite biscuits ^^

Dinner at the foodcourt. Oh I was so upset that Boost was closed. It's always closed, isn't it. Couldn't think of anything else to do except pool. So we went to POMO. Then we met up with Limin at The Cathay to have dinner with her.

Wednesday, 26 September
I couldn't take it anymore, so I asked my trainer why everyone seemed like they didn't want to train me. I am so not thinking too much. It's so bloody obvious. They rest would laugh at whoever has to train me. When the supervisor assigns someone to train me, that person would either say that she doesn't want to, succumb to inferiority, or give a black face. SO DON'T SAY THAT I'M THINKING TOO MUCH. I was in the same room when they did all of the above. They didn't even think about how I felt!

After work, walked around ION Orchard with Jeremie for an hour. Then we went to Takashimaya for dinner with Iris and Gen at PAUL. My salmon sandwich was really good, salad very fresh. Walked to Orchard Central for dessert at Cold Stone Creamery.

Dad gave me a pep talk. Gen and Limin helping me along the way, with their words. So I have been tough for too long. I teared. Not because what I do is challenging. It's the people; they outcast me. They don't care about how their actions would make me feel.

The only people who have been nice to me are William (Head of staff canteen, Kutulu) and Edmund (Room Service). The staff canteen is actually named Kutulu because it's an acronym for Know Us, Try Us, Love Us.

Edmund: So what do I call you?
Me: Sherina
Edmund: Edmund
Me: (Shit. That's the name of my gay boss.)

They're the few who help me get through my days at work. Like I get really happy when I see Edmund in the corridors. Safe. And he has combed back hair \^^/

Thursday, 27 September
I think I touched cum.

Me: (while holding the dustbin) Can I ask you something, is this cum?
Supervisor: I don't know!

ISN'T SHE OF HIGHER SUPERIORITY. Doesn't it mean that she has more experience or knowledge.

Trainer: Can't be la. There were two guys in the room.
Me: (eww eww eww I touched cum)
Supervisor: Can also what.
Trainer: But it was a father and his son.
Me: (eww eww eww I touched cum)
Supervisor: Maybe the son brought a girl.

As usual, I'd be really happy because the next day would be my off day! On the way to work in the morning, I saw an advert on the bus about the Harry Potter exhibition. And it was going to end on the 30th of September.

So I treated myself to tickets to Harry Potter: The Exhibition as well as Andy Warhol: 15 Minutes Eternal. It was also because I needed to spend some alone time. Spent an hour for each. I even made a friend after I was done. She was saying how cold it was and how long she took for each exhibition, just like I did! Hehe.

Went to ION Orchard to meet my mom for Swensen's. Went to PAUL but they didn't have the pastries that we wanted. Waited for Raiyan to fetch us from Takashimaya since he had the car. While waiting, I saw a familiar face!

Me: Young Yap!
YY: Oh hey!
Me: Why are you still in uniform, didn't you change?
YY: I was picking up something for the guest.
Me: (Oh good one Sherina, dumbass. Who would leave work without changing out of the uniform.)

First time seeing him since I started work.

Today
Red Velvet cupcake baked by my mom and Laoban tauhuey for brunch.

Give me more loving than I've ever had
Make it all better when I'm feeling sad
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Piece me back together when I fall apart
I'm so glad I found you
I love being around you

I know sometimes, you do try to make me happy. I know that you will do what you can to make me smile. But it doesn't help. But I'm still glad that you bother to try.

My eyecandy at work was wearing a Fred Perry shirt today hehehe. And he wore an A&F one on the first day. Ahh he's so cute I can't take it.

Thursday, 13 September
Thyroid checkup.

Baked Red Velvet Cake

Friday, 14 September
Accompanied kitty to her workplace to settle her stuff, then back to my house to get the souvenirs because I forgot to bring them out. Then we went to Scoops & Slices for ice-cream!

Then off to Punggol for the bridesmaid discussion and we were done at around 11pm omg so tiring. Met up with Gen and Zhiqiang at McDonald's near Parkway Parade for supper.

Drew on zqs' arms hehehe

Saturday, 15 September
Bought Everything With Fries chicken wings and curry shoestring fries for Trevis, Jeremie and Gen at work. Jeremie treated me to Gong Cha! Then Zhiqiang came and we both left. I met up with Limin at Clementi for facial.

Went to Chili's for dinner at Tanglin Mall! I'm the worst daughter on Earth because I reached home at 11:50pm and clearly missed the cake cutting for my dad's birthday.

Sunday, 16 September
Met up with Derek and Kaiyi at the airport to fetch CT. We had Astons for lunch first. Then slacked at Sembawang with CT and Kaiyi.

Dinner at Carousel for dad's birthday. Food wasn't that good.

Mucus green fondue 

Chinlay

Monday, 17 September
Darth Vader sent me to City Hall and I had to make my way to Orchard on my own. I couldn't find the right train and I kept going up and down escalators and stairs. I panicked and almost cried because I am a perfectionist and I cannot stand being late for something, much less the first day of work.

Young Yap was in the orientation group as well. I saw him when I had my second interview and he actually said, "You look familiar." There was Mavis, the sous chef as well as the security guard, Faizal. Not to mention, Tiffany, Rachel from spa and Ghazali.

Met up with Zhiqiang at Orchard Ion. Okay so he walked from Dhoby Ghaut, but I could have done that too. Booked tickets for Ted at Lido then accompanied him to have dinner at MOS Burger. A&F to see if there's anything to get for Shafique.

Got a hotdog for myself before the movie and I kept falling asleep hahahaha. Then we went to The Connoisseur Coffee at International Building.

Today
Was chilling at Starbucks before work since dad sent me and I was still early. Saw Jiayi and talked to her for a little while before heading to our respective intern companies.

"Omg he's such a good catch. I lost the paper with my name on it and he looked for a blank paper and casually passed it to me. He never fails to open the door for the rest of us, especially girls. He has this deep voice which is super sexy. He has those veins on his arms. He's really fit. He has a Fossil watch (Ohmygah my favourite brand. He wins.) He looks really hot in formal. Can't wait to see him tomorrow"- xx

I am panicking because my second pierced hole was bleeding. I started feeling nauseated at the sight of the blood. Omg how am I going to put the transparent earstick in time for my internship!!!!!!!! The earstick is too sharp for my newly pierced flesh. OMG WHAT TO DO, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.

Tuesday, 28 August
Accompanied Terrence, Derek, Marcus and Chiewting for dinner at Empire State. And then kitty came with my Mango Au Lait that she made at Gong Cha but I dropped it even before had the chance to drink it.

Dinner with kitty at Swensens!

Wednesday, 29 August
Watched Avengers and Big Bang Theory. Hehehe I love days like this.

Thursday, 30 August

Friday, 31 August
Went to Clarke Quay with Sean, Derek, Chiewting, Marcus, Marc and Terrence for dinner. Service was terrible there. Pool pool with Derek and Chewchew.

Saturday, 1 August
Met up with kitty to lose some calories at Playnation but it was full. So we decided to head down to Cineleisure to catch Step Up Revolution, which sucks compared to the first few ones. Dinner at Seoul Garden Hotpot! AND ON OUR WAY OUT, I SAW DON.

Went to Orchard Ion to shop! Overall, it was a great day x

Sunday, 2 August

Dinner with mom at Bali Thai! Hahaha saw Zhiqiang on the way there.

Monday, 3 August (private blog)

Earl Grey cupcake from Fel x

Two briefings, accompanied Shu for dinner at Pizza Hut, met up with Joreen and kitty for our second piercing on our ears. Finally got it. (BUT I'M REALLY WORRIED ABOUT IT NOW)

Met up with Zhiqiang at Orchard Ion for dinner at Manhattan Fish Market. I gave him like two-thirds of my pasta because I actually had garlic bread at Pizza Hut. Walked to Cineleisure to catch Step Up Revolution for my second time.

Then pool and he wasn't playing properly, that's why I won him three times out of five games. I made him miss his last bus so he had to cab home. It was totally unintentional and I really felt bad.

Zack Que

Tuesday, 4 August
Met up with Gen and Iris at Katong Mall for karaoke at Teo Heng! Sang for 3 hours and went to I12 Marble Slab to find Trix, Jeremie and Zhiqiang.

I has laser eyes

Had dinner at some Vietnamese restaurant across the road with Iris, Gen and Jeremie. Really enjoyed my day with them.

Wednesday, 5 August
UNIVERSAL STUDIOS SINGAPORE WITH DEREK, CHIEWTING AND SHU!!!!! I had so much fun with them!!!

My dear ADF x

- The person at the Mummy ride remembered me as the girl with big eyes. Took it around 4 times I think!
- Took the Jurassic ride twice!
- Transformers ride twice!
- I SAW MY FLUFFY COOKIE MONSTER! I got a mini one at the end of the day!

HEHEHE I WAS SO HAPPY BECAUSE I REALLY LOVE COOKIE MONSTER.
- Conquered Cylon, as well as my fear of roller coasters.
- Took Cylon and Human four times each!!!

- Lunch at some pizzeria! The pizza was really good.

- Slacked near the crane show

CHEWCHEW

- Dinner at The Chicken Rice Shop!

We were really hungry

- Walked all the way to Boost even though I was really tired. It was closed when I got there.

Thursday, 6 August (private blog)
From my sweet kitty: You're only going for 5 days but I can already miss you. Cannot imagine Maldives. Sian. (hehehe aww so sweet)

It was past midnight and after two (technically three) days of not contacting each other, I decided to do so. Omg it's so frustrating. Why do I always have to take the initiative. Anyway I told him that I was angry on the day that we went out. And he asked why I was always angry with him. Hahaha which is true because that was probably the fourth time.

Ended up sleeping at 3am and I had to wake up at 6am. Omg walking zombie.

Checked in at Holiday Inn Express, walked at Times Square and had lunch at SML. Which is pretty cool because it means Small, Medium, Large. And they sell their food and drinks in different sizes. We got medium  for all.

  

Walked walked walked. Bought a pair of Police sunglasses at DFS. The metallic ones caught my eye but I had to settle with something less appealing because I felt that $300 for a pair of sunglasses wasn't such a great deal. I can strike this off my wishlist!

Friday, 7 August
Breakfast at the hotel. Then off to Disneyland!

Lunch!

Tinkerbell!

I love Eeyore

It was alright but pretty boring because the number of thrilling rides was really limited. I love Disney Parades!!!

Walked walked walked! Dinner at some kebab place!

Friday, 8 August
Breakfast at the Islamic Centre for halal dim sum! It was really good. Then off to Stanley Market! Shopped at the night market, then dinner at some Indian restaurant.

 

Fat cat! Fluff fluff

Avenue of Stars

Symphony of Lights

Saturday, 9 August
Was walking to the Islamic Centre when we saw this handsome creature. After breakfast, we went back to our hotel for dessert. It's really popular because there'd be long queues even after 11pm.

Durian

Strawberry and Honeydew

Took the Crystal Cable Car! My dad likes to splurge on such stuff for us and I can never enjoy the rides because of the amount he spent on it. He didn't take it because he was scared of heights. $40 per person for that ride. You're wasting money, Pa. Climbed the steps to take a look at the buddha.

Mama

 

Green Tea Latte and Choco Sakura at Starbucks

Watched Walking With Buddha and Monkey's Tale Theatre. Then back to look for my dad. Walked walked walked then they had dinner at another kebab place while I just watched them eat.

Sunday, 10 August
Opened up to him. Told him what happened, what happened before, who was involved, told him my weakness, my vulnerability, what makes me sad. It was quite sweet that he understood pretty much everything and was there for me.

Maggi mee for breakfast then dad brought me and Ayuz to The Peak to take the tram! The pressure was really strong when the tram was going up. It was a really nice view. Took a break at McDonald's. Dad was really fascinated by the Horlicks ice-cream.

My favourite papa

Went back to the hotel for a nap, lunch at Islamic Centre then off to the airport.

Overall:
- Cousin really doesn't know how to pay for her stuff. My dad paid for all her transportation fares, attraction entrance fees and food.
- It was a boring trip because it's really like Singapore.
- Nevertheless, I still love my dad for planning this trip for us.

Monday, 11 August
Cut 4 inches of my hair. Then went to Marble Slab to look for Trix. Slacked with Trix and Syaza. Syaza made Lemonade and Mango ice-cream mixed with pecans and walnuts for me!

Then to the chalet! Mahjong, watched them drink and get drunk, food. So sweet of Kaiyi to get me a souvenir for me from Taiwan!

Today
Chewy woke us up at 7am! Me, Melvin, Engteck, Chiewting, kitty and Shu went to the airport for breakfast at KFC! Slacked there for about 2 hours.

Then sent Chewy off!!! Derek, Kaiyi and the rest came after that but the girls wanted to go home to rest! I think I took 6 hours to complete this post.