i was kind of hoping. we hit it off. i can barely complete my sentences omg i have to stop hitting 'backspace'!!!!
let me try. okay so i've been waiting for someone to. no. so i've been hoping. no!!!! so i've been waiting for someone to ask me out and it hasn't happened. and i'm so upset and outraged that i'm venting it out on people around me.
i don't feel like going out with anyone or talking to anyone else much less replying their texts or idk i'm just so sick of waiting. i've been making excuses or delaying dates with my friends. it's easy. "oh i have work." "sorry, i don't even have time for my other friends. let's meet in august ok." and in august, i'll conjure up another lie.
well technically i'm not lying. i'm really tired from working 5-6 days a week and 10 hours straight at that. but it helps me forget, more than usual. i'm glad.
