All I Want Is A Dream Life Life

26 April, Thursday
Was bored at work so I went through the resumes on the Blackberry notepad. 3 resumes I went through, they were all from Meridian College, meaning Amira’s batch. Then I saw this Putri girl who lived in Marine Parade too! BUT IT SAID MARINE PARADE MANSION.

Me: Who’s Jia Xin, Putri and Rachel Tay Lyn Yin.
Amira: It’s not like I own a list of names of people in my school! Putri was in house comm, a rich indon girl.
Me: Sia la she stay in Marine Parade Mansion sia. I stay in Marine Parade Block 71 only

Amira: Help I need a job!
Me: Work at my place!
Amira: But can I not scoop ice-cream, I just be cashier there hahaha.
Me: Why don’t you want to scoop?!
Amira: Because scooping will give me uneven muscles and tempt me to stuff my face D:

OMG SRZLY THIS GIRL

27 April, Friday

- Queued up for 1 for 1 Starbucks with Mel and we left in the end because we were both rushing for time. They didn’t even have the Mocha Cookie Crumble Frappe which we wanted. We were actually nearing the counter.

- Omg I ended up being late for work

- Parents came to my workplace to pass me Triple Berry Vitamin Water. Really made my day because I had a bad day at school. That is so sweet. Because I texted my mom saying that I was very thirsty and had to go straight to work after school. They actually came together hehe qt

- Skipped dinner

28 April, Saturday
Left for Plaza Singapore at around 1pm even though I had work at 1:30pm! Just to get my Banana Buzz from Boost! Because I missed Sydney eehehehe. Ended up being late for work.

Dad came at 6:30pm to pass me my dinner, after his jog.

Fishball Noodles~

So sweet omg why are my parents such cheezeballz. Then mom and dad came again at 9pm for free ice-cream.

Today

How I spent today:
- Added album covers to some of my songs and I'm still organizing them. Crap I spent 3 hours on this and I still have 100+ songs to go.

Saw Mr Al at Banquet after having dinner with the family at Parkway Parade.

Miss these three boys. My second cousins, Yong Ren and Yong Key and of course, Jeremy.

0k ballz. My dad owes me close to 1k. And he said he's going to use that money to spend on my list of things from Europe. I really have no idea if he's serious or not because he has yet to return me that money. I only said I'll pay for the Chanel necklace what! Shit I need my money

Psyched for May!
- Will be having plans on the first week from Tuesday till Sunday with my lovely friends. Facial, Fika, bbygz, Caper's, Avengers, piercing. Omg hope none of them cancels out on me!!!

 - Got 2 more shifts for work! YEZZZZ!!! $60 MORE FOR ME MWEHEHE!

- A night at Festive Hotel for Atu's birthday! (psychedpsychedpsyched!!!)

- Sidetrack a little: Jason Mraz's concert with Limin in June! (psychedpsychedpsyched!)

Sad kid is sad.

Ah whatever. I'm never happy with anything. So I resort to food. As always. Disappointed with myself for always resorting to food. Croissant, raisin bun, cheese snack, Haagen Daz cookie dough ice-cream all at one go. Now I'm waiting for dinner. The ice-cream sucked.

(private blog) Wrote a whole chunk of words. Conclusion: I am just tired of everything. Tired of pleasing myself. Tired of pleasing others. Tired that I can never meet my expectations.

Hawwow hawwow! Came home an hour ago and I find it weird to be home early so instead of doing my homework, I shall procrastinate. Aiyo. I just checked my grades. Anyway while waiting to wash off my clay mask...

21 April, Saturday
Decided to meet mom at Kinokuniya at Ngee Ann City. Bought my favourite Jacqueline Wilson book, Midnight, for memory's sake. Then we went to Bali Thai at Orchard Ion! So nomz.

Glass Noodles with tom yum sauce

Spring Rolls

OOTD

Finally wore my Vero Moda skirt that I bought last December.

I almost owned a Brooks Brothers top! Ohmygod my mom is crazy. She wanted to get it for me but $195 on a shirt omg it's really too much. We went to the boutique at Knightsbridge and all the tops cost $195.

So I told her that since I didn't get that top, she can get me stuff from Stradivarius. So we went to Raffles City to collect more Brooks Brothers stuff then to get my stuff. Love my mom ^^ new clothes for formal!

Was working and cousins told me to meet them at Mr Teh Tarik for supper! So Gladys arrived. With Strawberry Au Lait with white pearls from Gong Cha!!!!!!! OMG MY FAVOURITE! ♥♥♥

So after work, Gladys followed me home to pack my stuff. She totally dissed my room because it was messy. She should see the state it's in now. HAHAHA! Only because the temporary maid came today to clean up the house!

Gladys: Oh! Oh my god!
Me: What?
Gladys: My kway teow!

Then she rushed back to the living room to get it! Haha okay parents dropped her off at Tampines Mall then we went to cousins' place to pick them up. Mr Teh Tarik! Shared mee goreng and pratas.

Chocolate Prate and Mushroom and Cheese Prata

Cabbed back to their place at around 1:30am because I had to pee. Slept at around 3:30am after watching Vampires Suck on the television.

22 April, Sunday

Woke up 8 hours later. INSUFFICIENT SLEEP. Went out at 3:30pm and headed to town! Nothing much so we headed to 313 Somerset and ended up shopping at Forever 21. My self control is really nonsensical

Went home and we fetched Syafiqah. Dinner at Asli Cafe at Downtown East. Oh and Limin bought tickets for us to Jason Mraz's concert! She even told me to skip school. Such love.

Today

Really feel like baking but there's no time! And I don't know what to bake either!

x

Young Blood

☹ Parents and Danial are in the master bedroom watching a horror movie with Kettle chips and Strawberry tea while I'm here doing my Reflection Journal.

☹ I have been pretty stressed out in school because I don't know what to expect

☹ I haven't been putting in the effort I usually put in when doing my Reflection Journals. They all seem so bull to me now

☺ Hope I get to watch Gone with bbyg kitty

☺ Hope I get to watch The Avengers with mom and dad ᵔᴥᵔ

☺ Hope I get to catch the Jason Mraz concert with Limin

17 April, Tuesday

I was trying not to rant too much to Gladys because I was afraid that she'd find it annoying but she asked if I had anything else to complain about. I think I typed a 3 page reply hahahaha

- I was diligent enough to type notes in class and closed it without saving. I want to cry

- Typed around 200 words of my Reflection Journal on my BlackBerry and something went wrong so I lost it too

- (private blog)

18 April, Wednesday

Stupid talk

19 April, Thursday

Sharon and Kitty came to school so me, Fel, Mel, Sharon and Kitty surprised Shu at her class. We were high-fiving each other because we managed to make her cry HAHAHA! It's been so long since I've seen Mel too :')

Lunched together! Me, Sharon and kitty wanted to share Western food and Lina's but we couldn't even finish Lina's so we didn't get to have Western food in the end. I finally had my Spicy Fishcakes and Samosas from the cafe!

Met up with Atu hehehe.

Then went for work. Really tiring day :<

Today

Same team with Fel and Khairil hahaha quite fun. Lunch with Mel, Shu and Fel.

J8 Marble Slab with Khairil and Fel. Quite dumb of me to have gone there for ice-cream when I could have gotten a free one at my workplace. Haha the guy working there said that too

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I don't get why _ doesn't get it. If you're not sincere in consoling me, I suggest you keep your insincere remarks to yourself. I was merely saying what was affecting me because you asked. I didn't need your pity.

Nyehehe so sleepy!!

Taken 2 days ago

Fika with mom

Grilled Salmon with Bearnaise sauce
Mushroom Crepe (the sex)
Crayfish Pasta

So chubby :C

Walked around and got myself a Stradivarius dress. My God, I have no self control. By the end of this month, I'd have spent $1000 within two months. Saving starts now.

Esplanade to look for kitty. Got her a cupcake from Dessert Cup at Raffles City first. It's really good. Going to try other flavours next time

Banana cupcake with Peanut Butter frosting

Fugly eh the right hand side one lesigh

HALF EATEN FIKA CAKES OOPS
Daiquiri Strawberry
Mango & Passionfruit
Hazelnut Praline (my favourite)

School tomorrow. Hope I survive x

In chronological order.

- Yoguru with parents last night then we went to Cold Storage to get these.

I LOVE FRUITY PEBBLES!!!

- Upgraded my BlackBerry to a new software. It's like getting a new phone! Love my BB a lot!!!!!! I even upgraded my WhatsApp and it looks really cool now!

- Spent around $126 on Forever 21 clothes even though I'm in a bit of a financial crisis. I've yet to receive my allowance or salary!

-  So today I cleaned up my room with 3 bags full of rubbish.

- Watched Angel and Demons

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I don't know. Things have been looking up for me and I've been so careful about everything. I'm trying not to be too happy about these things.

Does this mean that something bad will happen soon.
_________
I'm a bad friend. I don't think you should trust me so well. Please. It makes me feel disgusted by myself.

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I received two awards I guess.

HAHAHA I'M SO BORING.

OK xx

here's a cat to entertain people since I can't :"(

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10 April, Tuesday
Left the house at around 7pm just to meet Iggy at Dhoby Ghaut to pass him his G-Shock watch. One less G-Shock watch for me :(

We walked around Plaza Singapura in search for my dinner. Which turned out to be a Gong Cha drink.

11 April, Wednesday

Met up with Shu for the Freshmen Orientation Programme (FOP) 2012 Day 1!

Saw Jarrett and he was saying how boring it was. I'm guessing it's the Orientation Group Leaders fault.

Then he kept asking me to take over his group. Hahaha awwwwh so sweet :") This year's batch aren't hyped up I guess

12 April, Thursday
FOP 2012 Day 2 with Fel!

Met up with Atu at the interchange and went to Mr Teh Tarik for dinner. Couldn't order prata because we were full from the dishes that we ordered.

My Little Bird

29 March, Thursday
Landed at 12:45am. Dan fetched me and mom from the airport. I just arrived on that day and I still have to work!

30 March, Friday
Decided to look for kitty at her workplace, with Shu! Both Shu and I were late and kitty almost left for lunch. I was the latest so I ran to where they were, which was at Raffles City. They were queuing for Gong Cha and there I was panting beside kitty, who took so long to realise that I was there catching every needed breath.

Lunch with my babygirls at KFC. Miss them a lot.

HEHEHE BBGS ♥ ♥ ♥   

Sent kitty to work and Shu had to go.

31 March, Saturday
Nando’s with mom. Food didn't meet expectations

Off to Limin’s house! Let her rant about her work. Really makes me sad that my friends are suffering during their internship. And the fact that I was overseas and she couldn’t rant to me.

Her mom cooked Hokkien Mee. Omg I love home cooked food. Left for karaoke at Teo Heng at Sembawang Shopping Centre! Like to sing songs with her because I doubt that people listen to the songs that we do.

1 April, Sunday
Lost my voice after the 3 hours. It was 1 am then. Walked back to her house and continued to chat until 5am.

Oh and at around 12 plus, I told Limin that I couldn’t stay over at her house and I had to cab home. She believed me. Happy April Fools’!

Woke up at 9am to prepare for our facial appointment!

After that, I had tauhuey and Limin treated me to this

I decided to go to town to walk around first. Limin accompanied me!

2 April, Monday
Really tired because I had 9 hours of work.

Edmund: Is the fork and spoon yours?
Me: Yeah.
Edmund: They are halal right?
Me: I guess so.
Edmund: I’ll put them in the rum ice-cream!!!
Me: -________-

3 April, Tuesday
Both me and kitty were fasting. Met up with kitty at Cineleisure for The Hunger Games. Sucked balls. Jarrett was right. I shouldn’t have watched it. He said it was all like, “They don’t like the girl then they burn the trees. Then the girl going to die but they give magic potion then she recover. Then the guy also going to die then they give magic potion then recover. Bullshit la that movie.”

Hahaha words of wisdom from scene kid. After the movie, we met up with Kaiyi. Walked around town. Wanted to get the same G-Shock watch as the one Jeremy loaned me but in green. Turns out that they don’t sell it in Singapore anymore. They kept saying ‘no stock’. So I asked, “Will there be stocks anytime soon?” to which they answered with a negative. So I got irritated and asked, “Do they even have it in Singapore?” The guy replied, “There are no stalls in Singapore selling it. All out of stock.”

BASKET NO STOCK NO STOCK. IT CAN ALSO MEAN THAT STOCKS MIGHT BE COMING IN RIGHT! JUST SAY THAT THEY DON’T SELL IT IN SINGAPORE ANYMORE LA!

Met up with Khairil at Newton. Went to the usual store and ordered sambal sotong, kangkong, stingray, clams, you tiao and man tou!

Khai: Let’s order this bun!
Me and kitty: YES YES!
Khai: What! I was kidding! They are just buns!
Me and kitty: Not just any buns! They’re mantou!

Ended up ordering that hehehe. Total was $59. Pretty worth it. Parted ways with Kaiyi because he had work the next day.

Khai ~
hahaha he was trying to finish his story but KY
wanted to take a picture

Kitty =^^=

Kitty and Kaiyi ^^

Went to Dhoby Ghaut with Khairil and kitty.

Had YAMI yogurt. Slacked. This Khairil lost his wallet but luckily someone found it so we went back to the control station to collect it. He was in such a panic mode hahaha. He was also said that the person took $50 but he was still grateful that they returned the wallet oh well

4 April, Wednesday
Woke up at 3pm because I am a winner. Went to cousin’s house for a sleepover. Met Atin and Atu at Lot 1 where we rented movies. That shopping mall was the place where I had my first date with x. I will never reveal such things. But probably my first date ever?

Me: Why are you smoking?
x: Because you wanted to see me smoke?

Hahahaha he knew that I found smokers to be a turn on

Dinner at cousin’s house while watching Rio. Quite a boring show because I’ve already watched it. Then face and hair mask. Then watched Friends With Benefits.

Slept at 3am oh ghawd.

5 April, Thursday
Woke up at around 11am. Breakfast then decided to catch The Vow at Causeway Point. I really can’t decide if The Hunger Game or The Vow is worse. It was just worse than cliche.

We all decided to go to my house. I got changed and they followed me to work. As in, for free ice-cream. Paid for their ice-cream but they left money at the counter before they left. So I had no choice but to take it.

7 April, Saturday
Met up with Gladys (ikr finally) for Everything With Fries!

Tandoori Chicken Sandwich &
shared a bowl of Skinny Wings

Gave Gladys her free ice-cream. Seriously she doesn't need to decide what to get. It will always be the same thing; Red Velvet ice-cream with Oreos.

I love Amelya, Iggy, Gladys, Limin and Shu for calming me down about my class. I was just really upset about it. Kitty and Khai were not contactable ugh annoying.

8 April, Sunday
I really love days where I get alone time

Watched Horrible Bosses and laughed my ass off. Wanted to watch Insidious but I backed out because it was getting dark and I got scared lolol

Talked to Limin on the phone to listen to each others' rants. She even managed to tell me a summary about a tv series called American Horror Story.

24 March, Saturday
Woke up at 6am to prepare for Sharon’s big day. Tea ceremony.

After that, followed Jeremy to the groom (Minh)’s house. He is Vietnamese hence the name. Pronounced as “mean”. Jeremy assigned me with tasks hahaha I am his personal assistant so they call me PA.

Done with groom’s house. Next up was the wedding ceremony at the Botanic Gardens. The sun was so intense and it was so annoying.

Went home to finish up the tasks assigned by my boss while he stayed at the Botanic Gardens to take more shots for the wedding video. Change of dress!

Dinner was quite alright. My hands got tired, from using chopsticks, from the 5th course onwards. There were 13 courses altogether. I cheated because I skipped some. Actually I only genuinely liked the first course which was the roast duck. Omg I love duck. Didn’t have sharks fin soup because I’m against the brutal killing of sharks.

Photobooth!!!! First with Nicholas, Jeremy and Celine. Then one with Raiyan, Nicholas, Jeremy and Celine. Then one with Yong Ren (taller one) and Yong Key (shorter one).

After the dinner and when most of the guests have left, Jeremy and I blasted songs and screamed to Starships and Titanium in his room. His song, my song respectively. Cleaned up, time to KO.

25 March, Sunday
Woke up to send Celine and family off. Hahaha yeah sent them off only to the front gate.

Paddy’s Market with Jeremy, Yeepor and parents. Got my crystal necklace. The person said, “Dolphin. Good. Good people.” Jeremy was freaking laughing all the way!!! Omg hahahaha. When we walked away he pointed to some random thing and said, “Hey get that. It’s for good people. We’re good people.”

Walk walk walk. Saw nice bags and Dr Martens.

Cosy ambience for Italian food ~

OMG THE LEFT ONE IS SUCH A QTPIE!!!!!!! IT'S EARS!!

Went to Westfield but most of the shops were either closed or closing. Come on it was only 6pm!

HAHAHA I should live in Sydney! It's for the OCD people. See how neat that is!

Bondi Beach!!!

Jeremy bought Boost Juice for me again!!! Banana Buzz yumm. We were already freezing and we were dying trying to finish our ice-cold juices.

At the Boost store:
Me: QT dog!
*dog's tail lightly brushes against my leg*
Jeremy: Omg you have to burn your leg!!!

Jeremy: Why didn't you high five them?
Me: Huh who? *turns back and sees this group of Muslims with scarves* -___-
Jeremy: What, if I saw Atheists, I would high five them

Jeremy: Hey there's a nun in the car!
Me: Ooh
Jeremy: Tsk don't stare! She might put a curse on you to be burned in hell!

Sharon came, coffee at a cafe, home.

Drawn by Jeremy

Sent the Audi back with Jeremy and Sharon. No my baby A6! Blasted music and opened the top. Such wannabes.

Then home then supper at a pizzeria. Not that good. Hung out in Jeremy's room.

26 March, Monday
Got up up up with no Jeremy at home :( so out with the parents.

Wagyu burger for lunch. No chips, $16. The shit.

They used this to alert me when my order's ready.

They were singing Skinny Love

Dad bought a varsity jacket for me. 119 bucks homaigosh. I love him. “Koko’s FCUK bermudas and shirt also 119. Fair. So you cannot buy your bag anymore.” :(((( I want bag.

So Jeremy and Sharon had to work for their allowance since they were twelve years old or something. Then when I told him my dad pays for our holiday trips he got a shock and said, “Your dad throws money like, here I don’t need this money. You guys have some.” Hahahaha what.

Break with Boost Juice.

Watermelon Crush

Hah Fitzgerald actually reminded me of Gladys

Yong Ren and Yong Key’s family came down for dinner.

27 March, Tuesday
Lambshank for lunch. Uncle who’s a chef said it’s good so he brought us there. But it was really salty.

Napped for 20 minutes before taking the bus with dad to Darling Harbour. Dad left when Chee Kin arrived. Apparently Raiyan was there too. With his friends. (CK is Jeremy. I just use both names. I don't know why.)

Haha Lindt date with Chee Kin. He was texting and he doesn’t usually do that when I’m around. I didn’t even ask but he told me that he was going out with a girl that weekend and he was texting her. Oh ok.

The woman at Lindt was so cute and nice. Was telling Jeremy (my apologies for using both his English and Chinese name) that I couldn’t take her seriously because she was wearing bunny ears. She even asked how were our days. PLURAL HENCE ASKING BOTH OF US.

Me: What did she ask?
CK: She asked how was your day. Is that why you ignored her?!
Me: I wasn't sure what she asked!!! Why didn't you answer her then?!?!
CK: She only asked you!
Me: I wasn’t sure what she said or asked so I was waiting for you to answer!”

Same thing happened when we tried entering the casino.

Me: I don’t have an ID with me.
Guy: You can’t get in aye. (What I heard)
Me: Sorry I don’t have an ID.
Guy: Sorry what’s your age? (What he actually asked)
Me: Oh 19!

Me: Why didn’t you help me! I didn’t know he asked for my age!
Jeremy: What, I should tell him you’re 19? That would make things more unbelievable!
Me: Well sorry I can’t understand Ozzie accent!!!!!
Jeremy: He didn't even have an Ozzie accent!

Interesting, I just realized how often we argue.

Oh we had this at Lindt. I had Iced Chocolate, Jeremy had Hot Chocolate and we both shared a mousse cake. His treat ^^ Jeremy got Lindt chocolates for us :) And Lindt bunnies for his workmates! Hahaha we got a free Lindt pail!

After that we went to The Star for the casino but I don’t look 18 so whatever. I was so embarrassed. Went to Adriano Zumbo’s pastry shop there too. I saw this guy in a camel coloured shirt and the other staff were wearing black. Could it be Zumbo. Can’t be him. He seems fatter.

Jeremy: Is that.
Me: I think so. I am freaking out too much. If I talk, I might end up screaming.

I collected my macaroons from one of the staffs and ran out of the store. Freaked out outside the shop. Jeremy got his autograph for me. Freaked out somemore. Couldn’t stop smiling. Regretted not taking a picture with Zumbo because I was all high and too shy!!! Hehehe! :(

Home. Last night hanging out in Jeremy’s room. Last time seeing him for a long while. Omg he’s such a dear. He wrote a list of things to do. So I wrote one for him: Give Sherina my G-Shock watch.

When I came back from the toilet he was like, “Here. I’ll get it back when I’m in Singapore.” Wuv him ^-^

28 March, Wednesday
Slept at 2am and woke up at 9am. Wanted to shoot myself because I was so tired. And the nostalgia of not seeing Jeremy in his room :( because he has work.

Breakfast first!

Jeremy wanted to get this for me :")
But I can't eat such cute stuff -_-

Was sad and tired but had to go shopping with parents and Yeepor. Yeepor’s my grandaunt and she was rushing me. Are you my dad, no. Are you my mom, no. You have no right to nag at me.

Bought Ben Sherman shirt and MnM almonds for Cheekin. I should be his girlfriend. I know stuff that he likes. Like mousse cake being his favourite.

Lunch

Peanut Butter (brown)
Cookies and Cream (blue)
SO SO SO SO SO GOOD!!!

What I see every time I look out of the window :(
Miss this

The sticky notes I left on J's desk :")

Snuck this in at the airport since J told me it's a MUST TRY

Cried like some faggot when I was on the plane. Really didn’t want it to ascend from the ground.