17 March, Monday

Hahaha I thought that my flight was at 7pm but it was actually at 7am. I even planned to visit kitty at work and get a manicure and shop.

Breakfast at Coffee Club.

7am flight and the flight felt so long because I was sick and wanted some sleep but this baby kept crying on the plane. Food wasn’t good. No Limin to play Tetris with, people on my mind. Watched Jack and Jill and In Time. So frustrated because they cut everything off when I was watching the ending of In Time.

Red eyes for sick girl

BIRDY IS SO GOOD

I always order tomato juice on the plane

Otw ~

OHAI SYDNEY!!!

Aunt and Uncle fetched us. Jeremy was home and Uncle cooked hor fun for dinner. He’s a chef hehe omnomnom.

The best thing on Earth ~

Raiyan knocked out. Jeremy and I went out for a car ride. Went to Coles to buy plums, Snickers flavoured Pods, almond coated MnMs and juices. After that we went to Krispy Kreme. Oh so good when I ate the original one fresh and warm.

Left and went to an empty carpark. It was around 11pm then. So it was my virgin drive. He said I was pretty good for my first time. Time to take up driving lessons.

18 March, Sunday
Jeremy woke me and Raiyan up. Hehehehe like our big brother. Off to Fish Market with Raiyan, mom, See Chim (aunt) and Jeremy who drove us. Had raw oysters, sashimi, raw seaweed and seafood platter which consisted of grilled items (fish, squid, octopus, baked oyster, scallops and chips). They made me eat most of the raw oyster and sashimi. I felt so sick. Bought fishes for the barbecue next weekend.

Walked around town. Boring because everything was expensive. Jeremy bought Boost juice for me ^^ Banana Buzz yum yumsz!!! Happykeed!!! Shopped for groceries, blanked out in the car, got scolded by Uncle for not helping out to prepare for dinner. But I washed everything by myself. No gratitude or help was given.

Poker with Sharon, Jeremy and Raiyan at the dinner table after. Embarrassed myself at the start of the game because I forgot how to play. But at the end of the night, I cleared the whole table, won all the chips. With this measly pair of twos. Probably the lowest combination ever.

Downloaded wedding songs till 1am with Jeremy.

I miss this room.

19 March, Monday
Got scolded again by uncle because Raiyan and I woke up at 1pm. So I ate kebab in the room because I was scared. Went out with mom, Raiyan and Jeremy. On the way to the Vietnamese restaurant, I SAW THIS.

Like what the shit. I have the recipe book at home! Oh my cats. I baked a couple of cupcakes from the book. Bought these; 2 seasonal, Black Velvet, Strawberries and White Chocolate.

Favourite watch ever. Couldn't stop staring at it on Jeremy's wrist so I stole it hehehehe

Had Pho for lunch. Then I thought we’d be on our way to our next destination. I was wrong because Jeremy stopped for Booze because I previously said that I wanted it. Hehehe so shocked and happy with my banana buzz.

Took a really long time to find Adriano Zumbo's pastry shop at Manly because the sign was this small and high. It’s as small as a road sign!

We actually walked rounds around that store when it was actually straight ahead from where Jeremy parked the car. The shop was rather small. He paid for my macaroons. 30 dollars. Feel so bad, love him.

Went to Manly Beach

Act cool brah

Home for dinner then talked to Jeremy until 5am.

20 March, Tuesday
Stayed at home all day.

Sharon's room

Jeremy gave me his box of mallow bunnies <3 love="" p="" such="">

21 March, Wednesday
Had Thai food for lunch with Jeremy, mom and Raiyan. Boost juice too!!! Went to QBD and Westfield shopping malls. Had ice-cream! Jeremy's treat again ^^ Mine was Cookies and Cream! Jeremy's was Black Sesame ugh it's so black.

Via Del Corso

Walked along Darling Harbour. Slacked at Starbucks. Went to Lindt but it was closed because Jeremy saw the time wrongly. He can't read analogue watches too. Same here.

22 March, Thursday
Aunty Kucher arrived with her kids, Celine and Nicholas. Kebab for dinner with Jeremy while the rest had Pho

23 March, Friday
Took a walk as I felt really lonely in the house.

Cute Aussie guy and his dog

I push people away before there is a chance for any progress because I have this mindset that they will all eventually leave. Might as well give them a chance to leave now. If it progresses any further, so will the pain. So technically I’m helping myself.

Going on a holiday is only a temporary break. It doesn’t put a stop to the intricacy of life because you have to go back and face the harsh reality of things. Though we’d rather not. Migration, however, is a whole different story. The pain will definitely be there but only temporarily. By the time you return, everything would have been forgotten. The friendship, the feelings.

The sudden breeze in the cool Autumn air left me with a tinge of numbness. Exactly how I felt inside. Numb and wary.