I think I've fallen. Not much of a big deal because I fall pretty easily. At least I'm aware of it, and I'm trying to keep it under control.

*walks past a row of potted plants* "I just walked through an amazon to get here!"

It has been fun while it lasted, but I know that it was just momentarily, just that one month.

The past mugging period has been pretty crazy;
- i broke down in school (front row for a good 10 minutes damn badass) and Edward was there to comfort me and I remember Shukee sending me home thank god
- studied with people from different schools; erina, tim, joise, jingwen, varun etc.
- befriended new people (marilyn from NUS and jared from starbucks), and not so new ones (varun, who is a childhood friend. just that i was never really allowed to talk to my brothers' friends since young)
- someone asked for my number and I was honoured? touched? idk
- i studied from 10am-9pm at the library and then drove to ecp starbucks and studied until 2am. when the library was closed during public holidays, i'd study at starbucks all the way from 10am-2am
- school boys hahahaha

I'm grateful for:
- darth vader
- Jingwen for taking so much of her time to teach me poa, econs, finance. From her six message long explanations, pictures, sending me notes, studying outside when it's more productive for her at home.
- All the studbuds who probably didn't know they gave me that much of motivation to study; joi varun poptartz (erina) etc.
- minzter and gen for constantly checking up on me

so damn grateful for all of them hmm someone just asked me what is it that i live for. that's the second time someone's asking that, so i better get to it!

it's in the way you drink your coffee,
you remain my most favourite thing