I had my doubts at first, I thought to myself, "no, I would be just as important"
asdfghjkl yeah damn right I was. I'm just as important as a passerby right now.
Here comes the
- oh she's not important, I can always reply her later
- oh why don't I stop confiding in her too
- oh oh the best part; I am her priority, why don't I just let her down yeah ok why not
If you had that much expectations of me, then I'm sorry that I'm not sorry because it's not my fault. I'm standing firm this time. I give up okay, I'm so sick of people letting me down. I've already kept my circle of friends to a minimum cause I'm afraid of disappointment but even my closest friends can let me down. I'm not even sure if I can deal with any this right now. I've struggled trying to balance my social life and my studies but I guess my best wasn't enough.
I don't even know what you guys want from me anymore please go away if you're going to leave a scar :(
But I can't help the fact that friends do come and they do go. I admit that I've befriended a couple of friends in my uni life but I'm not very sure if they are genuine friendships. I'm not sure if I'm ready to open up. Yet I want to, but I can't bring myself to do it.
