things have been kind of tough for me
- coping with studies. sometimes it gets so tough that i feel like giving up.
- it's been really hard to find a friend these days. it has never been a problem for me to confide in someone but now, one way or another, someone is too busy, someone refuses to ask, someone only appears once a month, someone couldn't care less. I'm not only talking about someone being emotionally present. I'm talking about someone being physically there as well. everyone's busy with work, studies, relationships, too tired from work. I don't know what to say/do anymore
i don't know how to react when my friends gossip about others. i mean "updating" is fine. but when they do some hardcore picking on peoples' flaws, that's when i draw the line. i do not like it when people define others as "ugly". i'm sorry but you're not that perfect either. what if other people said that you were ugly. how hurtful would that be.
- i haven't been able to exercise + eat clean because i've lost the mood and haven't had the time to do so. just when i thought i saw some progress
- so so tired of figuring out much less listening to peoples' problems
- i don't know if i believe in love anymore but lately i've been giving up on it
i've been hiding at home feeling sorry for myself. i've been trying to be a better person, a happier person. but there's not really much to hope for. there's nothing to feel happy about. all i know is that i won't give up. i will keep going.
IT WILL BE OVER SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THINGS TO LOOK FORWARD TO:
- EUROPE TRIP
- CAN'T WAIT TO FUCKING PARTY
^ okay actually that's about it. i'm rdy to get my game on bitches. coming after you. with 5 As
