5 December, Monday

Worked with Genevieve. I was close to Amanda and her when we first started working. So after work, there was drama. He texted LT and then LT texted me. Then I couldn't sleep until 3am.

6 December, Tuesday

Woke up 3 hours later for school. I knew I forgot something and only remembered when I was reaching the bus stop. It was the Amira's Macroeconomics book. It is so helpful because a Junior College book is so much easier to understand than the resources in a polytechnic.

Watched Puss in Boots with Liting. I was in a pretty emotional state in school. And you do not say that someone else's romance life at least has a chance hence implying that mine doesn't.

7 December, Wednesday

After class, Gladys and I had pizza at South Foodcourt for lunch. It's better than expected.

Looked for Amelya and she passed me my present. At the same time, I received a message that actually gave me a shock. I really did not expect him to bring it up. I was expecting him to ask my friend to help him and I can just take my time to reply. Or actually not reply at all.

Then I realised that if I keep running away from this, he will never know the reason and I will never be able to tell him everything that has caused me such pain. Gladys helped me so much with this because I was going insane from thinking of my next step. Also with Limin's help because she was calming me down.

Work. The people at Obolo are actually nice. The girl offered me a chocolate at first then we all started to talk.

Went home to have the talk. It was supposed to be a serious argument but I was too happy so I guess things are alright now. He sent me this unexpected and sweet text please. How can I be angry with him.

8 December, Thursday

Rushed off for my dental appointment. Before that, I had free Toffeenut Frappe from Starbucks. Saw many Ngee Ann people. Matthew, Yiqi, Nisha and Dennon. So I guess it's my last colour combination for my braces.

Today

The whole class had Macs breakfast together at the barbecue pit.

Dinner with Gladys, Shu and Liting at Causeway Point. Shu left so the rest of us went to Raffles City. We had Gong Cha. I tried the Golden Ovaltine with white pearls and it's pretty good. Slacked at Macs.

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I never forgave you. You just assumed so. I know that you will go back on your word. Once you break my trust, it's hard for you to gain it back.

I am very scared.