16th January, Monday

Service practical Understanding Test. Mr Gewi was so nice because he let us score for the section where we had to carry plates.

Had lunch with classmates (Liting, Tommy, Ben, Andrew and Nazihah) at Pizza Hut. We ended at around 12pm! Me and kitty decided to sing at Civic Centre. We didn't know it was 4 hours long so we almost died there.

17th January, Tuesday

We went to Causeway Point for lunch with Ms. Su and my classmates during break time. So we decided on Manhattan Fish Market.

Followed Liting for her interview at Resort World Sentosa. Which I regretted because I could have visited my grandfather for one last time. They said that there were rashes all over his body and he wanted to speak but no words came out.

18th January, Wednesday

He passed away at 2am. I woke up at 6am for school and saw the message. I really don't get why they didn't wake me up. They said that they thought that I had exams but I haven't even been studying for anything.

I cried like mad. I couldn't stop crying. The first person I told was Khairil because he was the last one to WhatsApp me before I fell asleep. Suprisingly he was the one who was there for me the whole time. Limin too. I want to thank all those who cared.

I miss him so much. I love you Atok. I need you back. I am so sorry for not visiting you for one last time. I am so sorry that I didn't prioritize you. I put my social life and work before you. When along you were the important one. I love you so much. Thank you for being there for me since young. I love you.

Mr Teh Tarik with my cousins and ice-cream at Macs 201 after. And then I texted X. But I never told him what happened. Instead, I set my troubles aside and helped him solve his problems.

19th January, Thursday

I also cried on the way to school because I miss him. I still couldn't believe that he's gone.

No Food and Beverage Management retest. So me, Felicia and Khairil slacked at Lawn instead of going back to class to finish our work.

Rushed home to bake Banana Chocolate cupcakes for Liting's birthday.

20th January, Friday

Did you get me a card, no. Did you get me a cake, no. I got a fake cake. Did I pay for it, yes. Lol if people didn't make the effort to celebrate my birthday, why do they expect me to put in the effort to make their birthday feel like some superior occasion ah.

21st January, Saturday

Had break with Asnita. Walked in the rain with her to Banquet at Parkway Parade and back. Hahaha. Joelle came to find me at work and passed me this Gastronomia cupcake.

The Obolo people are fun!!

Me: My manager was staring at the new girl's crotch!

Jarrett: *laughs*

Me: FUNNY MEH?!

Jarrett: Yeah the way you say very funny.

Hahaha I love the Obolo staff la.

Slacked after work with Asnita. Singing and being mad at our manager. I started to wash the stuff at 9:44pm and he was like, "Why you wash everything. It's not even 9:45pm yet." Yes 1 minute can totally gain you one more customer.

Walked Asnita to the busstop and the Obolo staff were there too. Walked back to the mall to watch Hybrid with my parents. The movie sucks. Most of the time, I was texting S.

Today

I guess a break from work. Things are better now between us. I realized that I missed him so much as a friend. ♥