700th post

Reblogged from Yaxun.

I’m feeling v moody now and idk why. I don’t feel like talking, smiling, or entertaining anyone right now. I don’t feel like opening my mouth. I always have this kind of behavior once a month and I have concluded that it is my way of being myself for a day. This period of time is for me to recuperate from all the lies, betrayal and hurt I experience everyday in life. No matter if they are intentional or not, if I get to know it, it would still hurt me eventually. And getting to know it from a third party makes it worse. It doesn’t matter anyway, I’m gonna be my cheerful, bubbly and forgiving self tmr. My other side. The fake me.