A summary of the day:

It doesn't matter if you're losing people around you. It's those who make the effort to reach up to you that matter. And it's quite often the ones you least expect. Thank you Gen.

(I had no one else to turn to because the fact that I'm in this state of disarray seems to involve anyone else I could ever think of. So I let someone into my trust circle today. Which is a pretty big achievement for me, seeing my records of trust issues with people.)

On a lighter note, I sort of self-experimented. I tend to think irrationally before and during my occurrence of my period. But the fact that I still have these thoughts in my head proves that these feelings aren't just a facade; they're genuine