07 May, Monday
Hehehe read Raiyan's letter to his girlfriend and ended up tearing in class. He actually rented cars just to send his ex home safely. All the times he worked, was just to get stuff for her. Like a Chanel bag. Lucky girl. Someone should just marry my brother.

Had Coke Float with Yunice and Chiew Ting
@ Texas Chicken @ Causeway Point.

Then I had to meet up with kitty and Khairil at the interchange already. So we went to Plaza Singapura for early dinner at Macs. Then we rushed to POMO to change kitty's guitar. THEY TOOK FOREVER THERE.

Then we rushed back to Plaza Singapura for our movie, Battleship. I think we missed a few minutes of it. It was a really good show!!! Too bad Alex Gaskarth died so soon.

Had Booze after that!!!! Khairil had some chocolate one. Hahaha my banana one is still the best.

Banana Buzz om nom nom!!!

Slacked near Istana, singing and playing the guitar. Only when they played some Korean song, would I then do my Reflection Journal.

Kitty stayed over at my house. Could see that Khairil wanted to stay over too but I really couldn't bring myself to ask him because of some unknown concealed force.

May 08, Tuesday
Student Ambassador thing.

May 09, Wednesday
I hate ecanteen. Had no choice but to eat Takoyaki. This kitty is definitely out to get me. Hahahaha.

Went to the night market near Causeway Point and bought my third packet of Takoyaki for the day and some grilled pizza. So my dinner was at 5pm.

Worked with Chirsty. This girl really needs some sleeping pills. I was clearly doing my homework and even after telling her what I was doing, she continued talking about her life story.

May 10, Thursday
Photoshop lesson. And it turned out that people mentioned me in their Reflection Journals! Aww first time!

Internship talk, then met up with Khairil. He followed me for my interview and the interviewer just had to sit with her back facing him! He kept making me laugh during the interview!!! Stupid eh!!

Joined CT and Yunice at South because I didn't consume anything since 5pm the day before. Ditched CT at the busstop because me and Khairil had to go to Marsiling Community Centre! Yay I finally get to sing!

RY joined an 2 hours later then ET and Evelyn joined an hour later or so. So me and Khairil actually sung for 5 hours. 3pm to 8pm hahaha.

Dinner at a nearby hawker centre. Where everything went wrong. Pushed away my noodles which I only had one-third of. It was partly because my gastric flu was acting up. No one believed that I felt sick.

Parted ways and I had to walk to the other bus stop with Khai. And I was dying from the sharp pain in my abdomen! So I told him that I might not be attending school and he didn't believe me again.

May 11, Friday
Couldn't sleep on the bus so I produced this chunk of words:

Went for Student Ambassador thing for awhile then has to rush for work

May 12, Saturday
Dad is back from Europe! He got me these:

UNICORN IS SO QT!!!!!!!!!

Omg love my dad.

May 14, Monday (PB)
Lunched with Shafique. Wah he keeps saying that I'm a fraud!

Internship talk, then looked for Khairil since he was alone. Haha both too tired to talk. Ditched him to meet ET, CT, Yunice and Fel. Fel went home and the rest of us had dinner at Swensens! Broke after my $17 meal!!!

May 15, Tuesday (private blog)
Looked for CT to pass her Yunice's slippers and ended up staying in her class for awhile to joke around with CT, Khairil, Mr Ross, Renee, Sandosh, MK.

Walked with Shushu to interchange and kitty was at the platform too! Just that she was at the other end so we didn't get to see her!

Sembawang for Limin's house!!! She had already cooked! It's super good. Baked fish and mac and cheese hehehe. Then we went to NTUC to get ice-cream. This girl is too hospitable. While I was doing my Reflection Journal, she already heated up the cookies, scooped the ice-cream and made tea for us.

Tiger the marshmallow

Watched American Horror Story! 4 episodes if I'm not wrong, until I had to leave.

May 16, Wednesday (PB)
Met up with Shu at 12:30pm for Pizza Hut. Fel joined later. Internship workshop with Thomas Lazzerine. He is so nice and relaxed!

Funan to send my laptop for repair. Hahaha Jess (salesperson) asked, "Can we keep your laptop for hospitalization?"

Supposed to meet Atin to get Atu's present but she couldn't make it! So Shushu accompanied me ^^ Dinner at Orchard Central for Everything With Fries. I had Fish Battered Burger with curry fries. It's extremely good.

Angie was there and told us how Mr Fu and Mr Tan already have a list of potential candidates for the overseas internship. And how they were already training them. What.

My long lost primary school friend! I can't refer to her as my primary school bestfriend because I don't think she remembered. She's so pretty!

Shermine!

May 17, Thursday
Dinner with my girls!!! Yaxun, Amira and Azra! Dinner at Thai Express. Ended up waiting for half an hour to get seats

Frolick for dessert. Do all supposedly pretty girls have thick eyebrows or what. It really distracts me. Azra drove all of us home!

May 18, Friday
Went to Thai Express at Raffles City for lunch with mom. Food was bad.

Had dinner at Banquet with parents at Parkway Parade

May 19, Saturday
Collected blazer from kitty at her workplace, rushed off to Royal Plaza on Scotts. Cousins were already in the room so we slacked there for awhile. Watched Black Swan and I left to collect my laptop from Funan.

Took a bus and I went all the way to Teluk Blangah. Turns out that I took the bus from the wrong side. Almost got banged by a car, trying to get a taxi.

Met the cousins at Puncak for dinner. Oh please the Honeydew Chicken Rice didn't even have a hint of honeydew taste. Went to Paragon for Gong Cha's Golden Ovaltine. Back to hotel room then to Lido for our movie! What To Expect When You're Expecting

Before going back to the room, we went to the swimming pool to push the birthday girl in the pool! HEHEHE. Okay cut Awfully Chocolate cake, watched Step Up 2 and went to bed

May 20, Sunday
Macdonalds breakfast! Such bliss. Then we went to Mind Games at Funan. Played Repeat Pete, Slapagories and Toss Your Cookies!

For the last game, we had to think of a word that starts with F that we can link with 'In the Bedroom'. So I shouted, "FUCKING IN THE BEDROOM!"

Skipped dinner because I was scared for my overseas internship interview. Wasn't too comfortable stating that I got the interview when some people didn't get chosen. I think.

Back here. But it doesn't mean that I'm fine. It just sucks knowing that I have to refer to my private blog for every freaking post. What's the point of having a blog when I can't even type out my thoughts and opinions then. Really tempted to move away from this space. This is too much.

01 May, Tuesday

My survival kit for a week!

Sent the lovely brothers and mom off on Labour Day.

So hansum. Too bad the sister can't make it.

After that, dad sent me to Cityhall. Met kitty there because I was going to sleep over at her house because her parents went overseas! Took away Mcspicy Nuggets.

I am actually still strict on my pescetarian diet. I would only count limited stuff and special occasions as exceptions. Though I only accompanied her for a few hours, I hope it still counts!

02 May, Wednesday
- Mr Ross told us that the Understanding Test for the cruise module would be on the day of the Jason Mraz's concert. So upset about it. I guess Limin has to go first to get good seats. Or I can cut the queue after the test.

Okay one plan cancelled. Not exactly. Just postponed. But glad Amira was busy too because I was really tired.

03 May, Thursday
- Basket. Evelyn told me to wake Fel up then this facilitator suddenly told us off. "The two of you stop talking! I stood here so that both of you wouldn't talk!" Uh okay

- Lunch with Fel at Long John's Silver. Yeck, so oily. Not used to having fast food anymore.

- Watched Gone with kitty. HAHAHA out of all the seats, we chose the one beside the couple. And only the four of us were in the theater! Stupid show, it was only suspenseful at the last fifteen minutes. Yay my movie partner ^^

- Shu joined me and kitty at Macs where we slacked for awhile with our Tiramisu McFlurry. Not nice

- Went home for dinner with dad. Sent him off at the airport.

04 May, Friday

Felulus. Supposed to sound like Calculus.

Fel, Ryan, QT

Fel, Yunice, CT, Marc!

Excursion; Always sat with either Limin or kitty during bus trips. Miss singing/listening to songs with them during excursion trips.

Angry cat

Stupid boy

Did our work at Starbucks then assembled at Orchard Central where we were released.

Washed up at home then met up with Gladys at 7:30pm at Katong. She led me to Caper's for dinner. Omg I really need to explore my area more often.

Salmon Affair  and New Orlean's (really good)

Caper's wings yum!!!

Then to Awfully Chocolate for Super Stacked Chocolate Cake! Finally felt sane after meeting her. Having someone know my thoughts and actions. Hahaha I actually had so much to update her about.

@ Caper's

Me: Hey look 'wedgy'!
Gladys: Scorpios are horny.
Me: What, I'm so innocent.
Gladys: You'll be horny when you're more mature.

Okay what. HAHAHA OKAY. At Awfully Chocolate, there was a bowl of sugar cubes on an empty table beside us.

Gladys: Eh!!!!!
Me: You thought that's food right.
Gladys: I thought those were marshmallows.

Omg dad said the Chanel necklace is out of stock. Why why why. I really really really wanted it.

He's attached. Like what. Again, so quickly.

I want/need to:
- Sing sing sing
- Update resume
- Cut split ends

05 May, Saturday
Second plan cancelled. Funan to repair the poor laptop

Okay so no Avengers, no piercing. What else what else. Who the hell am I supposed to watch Avengers with now!!

Today
Facial with Limin. Going off to Funan to send my laptop for repair again.

Really packed schedule next week! Oh these plans will definitely not be jinxed because they all consist of work and Student Ambassador poopy.

PEACE OUT HOMIES

30 April, Wednesday

Unicorn cursor ^^

The awkward moment when Khairil saw a lighter fall from my laptop case. Hahaha makes it look like I smoke.

Today
Worked my ass off from 10:30am to 3pm. Really busy day.

Spent Labour Day with parents at Fika since facial shop is closed for today.

Strawberry Cream Tea

Roast Beef Crepe

Brownie Cheesecake ~

I just want to spend my life listening to songs. I've been sleeping late at night because I'd be listening to songs.

Singapore is just not for me. They don't get the jokes. Like they don't get it. Like if I were to say, 'There's so much beef in this class.' they would think of it as meat from a freaking cow. And people pronounce 'karaoke' wrongly here. OMG WHY ARE 9 OUT OF 10 OF THE SONGS ON MTV KARAOKE KOREAN ONES. DAFUG.

Holy crap. I am full of angst.

All I Want Is A Dream Life Life

26 April, Thursday
Was bored at work so I went through the resumes on the Blackberry notepad. 3 resumes I went through, they were all from Meridian College, meaning Amira’s batch. Then I saw this Putri girl who lived in Marine Parade too! BUT IT SAID MARINE PARADE MANSION.

Me: Who’s Jia Xin, Putri and Rachel Tay Lyn Yin.
Amira: It’s not like I own a list of names of people in my school! Putri was in house comm, a rich indon girl.
Me: Sia la she stay in Marine Parade Mansion sia. I stay in Marine Parade Block 71 only

Amira: Help I need a job!
Me: Work at my place!
Amira: But can I not scoop ice-cream, I just be cashier there hahaha.
Me: Why don’t you want to scoop?!
Amira: Because scooping will give me uneven muscles and tempt me to stuff my face D:

OMG SRZLY THIS GIRL

27 April, Friday

- Queued up for 1 for 1 Starbucks with Mel and we left in the end because we were both rushing for time. They didn’t even have the Mocha Cookie Crumble Frappe which we wanted. We were actually nearing the counter.

- Omg I ended up being late for work

- Parents came to my workplace to pass me Triple Berry Vitamin Water. Really made my day because I had a bad day at school. That is so sweet. Because I texted my mom saying that I was very thirsty and had to go straight to work after school. They actually came together hehe qt

- Skipped dinner

28 April, Saturday
Left for Plaza Singapore at around 1pm even though I had work at 1:30pm! Just to get my Banana Buzz from Boost! Because I missed Sydney eehehehe. Ended up being late for work.

Dad came at 6:30pm to pass me my dinner, after his jog.

Fishball Noodles~

So sweet omg why are my parents such cheezeballz. Then mom and dad came again at 9pm for free ice-cream.

Today

How I spent today:
- Added album covers to some of my songs and I'm still organizing them. Crap I spent 3 hours on this and I still have 100+ songs to go.

Saw Mr Al at Banquet after having dinner with the family at Parkway Parade.

Miss these three boys. My second cousins, Yong Ren and Yong Key and of course, Jeremy.

0k ballz. My dad owes me close to 1k. And he said he's going to use that money to spend on my list of things from Europe. I really have no idea if he's serious or not because he has yet to return me that money. I only said I'll pay for the Chanel necklace what! Shit I need my money

Psyched for May!
- Will be having plans on the first week from Tuesday till Sunday with my lovely friends. Facial, Fika, bbygz, Caper's, Avengers, piercing. Omg hope none of them cancels out on me!!!

 - Got 2 more shifts for work! YEZZZZ!!! $60 MORE FOR ME MWEHEHE!

- A night at Festive Hotel for Atu's birthday! (psychedpsychedpsyched!!!)

- Sidetrack a little: Jason Mraz's concert with Limin in June! (psychedpsychedpsyched!)

Sad kid is sad.

Ah whatever. I'm never happy with anything. So I resort to food. As always. Disappointed with myself for always resorting to food. Croissant, raisin bun, cheese snack, Haagen Daz cookie dough ice-cream all at one go. Now I'm waiting for dinner. The ice-cream sucked.

(private blog) Wrote a whole chunk of words. Conclusion: I am just tired of everything. Tired of pleasing myself. Tired of pleasing others. Tired that I can never meet my expectations.

Hawwow hawwow! Came home an hour ago and I find it weird to be home early so instead of doing my homework, I shall procrastinate. Aiyo. I just checked my grades. Anyway while waiting to wash off my clay mask...

21 April, Saturday
Decided to meet mom at Kinokuniya at Ngee Ann City. Bought my favourite Jacqueline Wilson book, Midnight, for memory's sake. Then we went to Bali Thai at Orchard Ion! So nomz.

Glass Noodles with tom yum sauce

Spring Rolls

OOTD

Finally wore my Vero Moda skirt that I bought last December.

I almost owned a Brooks Brothers top! Ohmygod my mom is crazy. She wanted to get it for me but $195 on a shirt omg it's really too much. We went to the boutique at Knightsbridge and all the tops cost $195.

So I told her that since I didn't get that top, she can get me stuff from Stradivarius. So we went to Raffles City to collect more Brooks Brothers stuff then to get my stuff. Love my mom ^^ new clothes for formal!

Was working and cousins told me to meet them at Mr Teh Tarik for supper! So Gladys arrived. With Strawberry Au Lait with white pearls from Gong Cha!!!!!!! OMG MY FAVOURITE! ♥♥♥

So after work, Gladys followed me home to pack my stuff. She totally dissed my room because it was messy. She should see the state it's in now. HAHAHA! Only because the temporary maid came today to clean up the house!

Gladys: Oh! Oh my god!
Me: What?
Gladys: My kway teow!

Then she rushed back to the living room to get it! Haha okay parents dropped her off at Tampines Mall then we went to cousins' place to pick them up. Mr Teh Tarik! Shared mee goreng and pratas.

Chocolate Prate and Mushroom and Cheese Prata

Cabbed back to their place at around 1:30am because I had to pee. Slept at around 3:30am after watching Vampires Suck on the television.

22 April, Sunday

Woke up 8 hours later. INSUFFICIENT SLEEP. Went out at 3:30pm and headed to town! Nothing much so we headed to 313 Somerset and ended up shopping at Forever 21. My self control is really nonsensical

Went home and we fetched Syafiqah. Dinner at Asli Cafe at Downtown East. Oh and Limin bought tickets for us to Jason Mraz's concert! She even told me to skip school. Such love.

Today

Really feel like baking but there's no time! And I don't know what to bake either!

x

Young Blood

☹ Parents and Danial are in the master bedroom watching a horror movie with Kettle chips and Strawberry tea while I'm here doing my Reflection Journal.

☹ I have been pretty stressed out in school because I don't know what to expect

☹ I haven't been putting in the effort I usually put in when doing my Reflection Journals. They all seem so bull to me now

☺ Hope I get to watch Gone with bbyg kitty

☺ Hope I get to watch The Avengers with mom and dad ᵔᴥᵔ

☺ Hope I get to catch the Jason Mraz concert with Limin

17 April, Tuesday

I was trying not to rant too much to Gladys because I was afraid that she'd find it annoying but she asked if I had anything else to complain about. I think I typed a 3 page reply hahahaha

- I was diligent enough to type notes in class and closed it without saving. I want to cry

- Typed around 200 words of my Reflection Journal on my BlackBerry and something went wrong so I lost it too

- (private blog)

18 April, Wednesday

Stupid talk

19 April, Thursday

Sharon and Kitty came to school so me, Fel, Mel, Sharon and Kitty surprised Shu at her class. We were high-fiving each other because we managed to make her cry HAHAHA! It's been so long since I've seen Mel too :')

Lunched together! Me, Sharon and kitty wanted to share Western food and Lina's but we couldn't even finish Lina's so we didn't get to have Western food in the end. I finally had my Spicy Fishcakes and Samosas from the cafe!

Met up with Atu hehehe.

Then went for work. Really tiring day :<

Today

Same team with Fel and Khairil hahaha quite fun. Lunch with Mel, Shu and Fel.

J8 Marble Slab with Khairil and Fel. Quite dumb of me to have gone there for ice-cream when I could have gotten a free one at my workplace. Haha the guy working there said that too

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I don't get why _ doesn't get it. If you're not sincere in consoling me, I suggest you keep your insincere remarks to yourself. I was merely saying what was affecting me because you asked. I didn't need your pity.