I need a break from everything. Tumblr, Twitter, Facebook. I just. Everything makes me want to cry. I'm on the verge of breaking down. I'll still reply my friends. Just not the 3 people who are making my life so miserable right now. I'll blog more about it on my private blog.

I have been pushing people away. People have been doing shit to me. I can't do this anymore. I can't be used. I refuse to be used. Chucked away when you have found another.

Not good enough. Never good enough. Be it looks or personality. There is always someone one out there better than me. I'm so sorry that I'm such a waste of space. I'm just so sorry.

I'm sorry that I thought you'd care. I forgot that you didn't. Not anymore.

Worse still, IIP1 people are leaving. They are leaving. I can't bear to face reality hence my angst for the past few days. Everything around me is falling apart. The worse part is that I am either making things worse for myself and everyone else or not doing anything at all by not caring.

Shit I feel so weak now.