25 July, Thursday
Went to Four Seasons to discuss some stuff with my manager. Amelya met me in town and we walked a little before heading to Ikea in Queenstown! Dinner + updating session with her ^^

27 July, Friday
Was supposed to treat the family to dinner and of all places, they chose Pizza Hut -______- I was expecting to pay $150 or more sheesh. Night shift after

28 July, Sunday
Met up with NS man/boy Ruiyang and walked around Tampines before meeting Jenies and her boyfriend. I wasn't feeling well so I headed home straight after our early dinner x_____x

29 July - 1 August, Monday - Thursday
Work at FS /cue "annoyed" emoji

Jogging @ 4am

2 August, Friday
Trix and I bought cakes from Cedele, for hb's birthday surprise. Hb and gen were working together and we wanted to go over to the slab to surprise him. We wanted to get Aston's as well but we weren't sure what he'd like. So we called gen but she didn't answer. So we called hb.

Me: Eh can I speak to gen
Hb: Eh you call her can
Me: But she didn't answer!!
Hb: I'm not at the slab! I'm having lunch now!

WALAO. So after surprising him, I scolded him for having lunch when we wanted to surprise him with Aston's T-T (we still bought it and he finished it because he has a huge appetite hahahaha)

The xx with minzter!! We stood on our chairs. They played Sunset, I shut my eyes and I wanted to cry. And I knew that they wouldn't miss out on Intro. They played that during the encore performance.

Gladys | Minzter

my kind of crowd

Had supper at Overeasy before minzter sent me home yay I love to be sent home

I was craving for scrambled eggs

L's truffle mac&cheese was sex

3 August, Saturday
Wasted my time going to the economics lesson because the lecturer spent more than 90% of the time lecturing us about tardiness. He even placed a chair in front of the door to prevent late comers from coming in. Oh my, a chair, ahhh how scary. I bet that chair can ward off evil from the lecture theater as well.

Me: Eh the lecturer placed a chair in front of the door. Did you see it?
Christina: Yeah, someone was sitting on the chair

HAHAHAHAHA. Yeah so anyway I didn't have time to sleep before my night shift.

4 August, Sunday
So I had to resort to being a hobo. I slept at the playground at 4am hahahahha okay I would judge myself as well. BUT IT'S BECAUSE I HAD TO WORK AT FS AT 10AM AFTERWARDS. People have to understand that I am (barely) coping with 3 jobs on hand.

But then again, uh someone actually set her alarm to 9pm instead of 9am so I didn't report to work hehehe

Did some chored + cooked

5 August, MondayYay I worked at the concierge and it I liked it n____n I even bought my first pack of cigarettes. Okay technically six packs. And technically, it was an errand.

Had dinner with Amira afterwards! 3 hours wasn't enough but both of us seemed really worn out.

My love for scrambled eggs will never die

qt treated me to this cake ^^v

6 August, Tuesday
The Wolverine with father and mother Tan + made a meal with leftover roast chicken with cranberries and it was so damn good

7 August, Wednesday
Met Gen for some grocery shopping!

Ad for Lai Lai pasta

Gen K.

Phantom of the Opera till 11pm. It wasn't even close to being as good as the one that I caught in London. Scenes, outfits were different hmm

We walked to so many places just to find a spot for supper. We ended up at McDonald's at Cityhall until 2am. It was productive; we entertained ourselves with Instagram comments, took videos and danced outside Swissotel

8 August, Thursday
Hari Raya + jogged

totally spent my holiday with a cat

9 August, Friday
Had fun at the slab wimmai qtpies (Gen, Trevis, Jo Chu!) + jogged

And we danced... http://instagram.com/p/cynTdbCYJm/

10 August, Saturday
My family's raya outing. My intention of visiting my aunt's house was to see what she had done to the place after my grandfather passed on. I was overwhelmed with the familiarity and flashbacks and I honestly didn't expect what would happen next. I cried. I cried like mad. I missed him and I wanted him back in our lives. I miss everything there. I miss my grandparents. I miss my childhood.

Guezz how much I collected: $98 (I don't know if I should laugh or cry)

Okay excluding what my dad gave. And I realised that I pity my dad because he gives a huge sum for both Chinese New Year and Hari Raya aw so sweet

obligatory peekcha

Few of my favourite cousins:

Atu | Iwan | Faruq

11 August, Sunday
Last day at concierge :( I even received a $5 tip for arranging a hair appointment.

12 August, Monday
It was the first time in my entire life that I fell asleep in class. I feel so proud of myself hahaha. After my Principle of Banking and Finance (PBF) module, I went down with Christina and KW for lunch. Bumped into Shirley. Then Jingwen. I was so shocked to find that she's in the same course as me.

Check out my hipster henna on my wrist

Maths lesson was so fun, couldn't stop laughing hahahaha he is really damn funny. I have the best lecturer ever. His humour level: 101

"In 0.125125125, the numbers keep repeating, like a chorus. You know, a chorus like hey I just met you, and this is crazy but here's my number so call me maybe." Omg I cannot tank please

I slept for another hour during my POA class hahahaha what even. But it's really draining to have school from 8:30am to 6:30pm. I didn't even include the long journey to and fro. But lovely papa Tan will be sending me to school every morning yay!!!!!!!!!! Princess is contented.

I was pretty pissed off in school and I couldn't rant to anyone because I was too busy concentrating in class + really tired really really tired. (I know it's ironic that I slept though I was concentrating in class but I only slept when the lecturers decided that it was necessary to talk about their lives)

Helped minzter with her report till 2am x_____x but look what I got! I got an Instagram dedication hehehehe I shy

Today
ECONS WAS A KILLER. I need to stock up on pretty pens and notebooks!!!

Met minzter for a short while. Went to town with Christina and KW after school. Had lunch at Hoshino Coffee. Okay I have been pretty deprived of somewhat good food for a long time so I decided to splurge but whoa, $30 per person is too much.

all of us ordered Lobster Bisque -___-

pretty pancake souffles

Watched The Conjuring with them, it was quite alright. I miss... nyeh shut up

Frolick before heading to The Cathay for a game of pool. I was pretty pissed + sad because I've been trying to break the habit of spending my money on unnecessary crap. And obviously sad because it reminded me of the two people I held dear to me. It fucking hurt. I wanted to leave, I didn't want to be there. I didn't want to play anymore. I really really wanted to leave. It hurt like mad, it reminded me of him.

Worse part is that they intend on playing pool again next week. I don't know what to do.


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UGH I've been binge-eating on cookies. I'm not sure if it's because...
1) I'm just upset with life
2) Pre-menstrual symptoms
3) MY MOM PLACES THE COOKIES IN THE LIVING ROOM, HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO BE OBLIVIOUS TO SUCH FOOD
4) Upset that I gained so much weight, angry with myself, eat more. (ugh how to get a flat tummy like this)

I have been exceeding my calorie count........... I need to lose 3kg to achieve my ideal weight omg I wanna I wanna I wanna cry