I haven't found a replacement job and I'm going to quit working at the slab probably by the end of this month. How am I supposed to fund for myself.
Every day, I am overwhelmed with shame for not doing what I have to do. I have to live every passing day with fear of those who are aware of it. It's like there's so much pressure between what people want me to do and what I don't want to have to do!!!!!!!! I don't want to have to take the risk of being judged by telling another soul about it
This is why I travel; to get away from everything and everyone that screws with me. Now that I can't, I stay cooped up at home feeling sorry for myself. Ashamed to face those who know, avoiding social interaction with anyone below the rank of 'good friends'.
He's still the one that I'd always reply no matter what, when I happen to stray from everyone else. I'd do what I can to catch a glimpse of him on the way to/from work. Why why why!!! Why did I do all those things?!
The day when I left L's house, I knew I had to do it. I was overwhelmed with so much grief that I slept early. When I awoke in the middle of the night, everything was normal again. Until I remembered everything that was going on. Emotional pain felt like a physical one; so I forced myself to go back to sleep. Sleep turned out to be my escape. Being awake makes me feel things I don't want to feel. I haven't felt genuinely happy for a very long time. And I don't like to feel miserable.
S texted me a while back and I was glad for a moment, until I realised that he just wanted some help. Someone else contacted me too, but I feel nothing. I even missed out Khai's birthday party because I didn't want to be in crowds. I thought of any excuse I could think of to miss it. (but to be honest, I don't feel that bad because he inflicted more damage to my life than I have done to his)
So yup that's my life, just another day to get by;
Sunday, May 12, 2013
Thursday, May 2, 2013
19 April, Friday
Met kitty in town to get Shu's present - then met up with Shu to have lunch at Marmalade Toast! I think the food there is really worth it, cheap and good!
Followed Shu to find a suitable Dr Martens for herself. I think the designs here are so limited, might as well get it from overseas.
She had to go so kitty and I decided to go to Forum to try out McDonald's new Black Pepper Flame Burger, Citrus Fries and Lychee Fizz. Definitely worth trying!! Left the place at around 11pm because we had so much to talk about I guess
20 April, Saturday
Work - jogged - Olympus Has Fallen with the parents (it's a really really really good movie)
23 April, Tuesday
MET BABZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My secondary school besties. But I don't think they think of me as one sobz
So Amira and Azra had already reached. So I was brisk walking to Secret Recipe then I saw this ah lian who turned out to be Yaxun. She was walking so slowly, and flirting (hahahaha okay I don't know, I'm just saying) with this tall guy . So I took a picture and sent it in the group chat because I am nice like that. She was late yet she was flirting with some guy!
Ketchup session with them. As usual, Yaxun and I are the crazy ones. Azra drove us home in the Audi!
25 April, Thursday
Adventure Cove Waterpark with Chewz!!!!!! We conquered most of the rides. Except the Rainbow Reef because it was pretty deep and we didn't trust our swimming skills. Other than that, we met this really friendly staff + Miss Yaxun who was so fierce! She shouted at this kid and told her to lie down on the slide. Omg but still, it was nice to see her there! Although I did ditch her hahahaha
Walked back to VivoCity and decided to have tea at Fruit Paradise om nom nomz
Saw Danial while walking around + bought something from Zara because I have absolutely no self-control for someone who is in her worst financial state ever.
Went to the top deck and while I was playing with water, this girl decided to call the boyfriend and the conversation went like this (from what I heard):
Chewz: Hello I'm calling from the police station
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Chewz: Do you know who is Sherina
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Chewz: EH WHY HE HANG UP
So she thought the idiot boy didn't care about me being imprisoned or something but apparently he knew it was a prank
26 April, Friday
Jeremie got me masks from Taiwan \^^/ Gen came down to look for me. Told her about the boy. But the burden that I've been heaving for the past few days still wasn't lifted. I felt that people around me didn't need me anymore ick it sounded less cliche in my head. Why the hell would I tell Gen, of all people, about people whom she isn't even aware of!
Went to Parkway Parade to check something and bumped into Jeremie again! He was having his break hahaha what a coincidence
27 April, Friday
Baked Red Velvet macarons. Taste wise it was up to standard. But appearance wise definitely not. Upset about it but everyone who tried it said that it was nice so it made me forget about mai failure. I really want to master making macarons.
Kaiyi and Ruiyang decided to look for me so I invited them to the house since the parents went to Malaysia. RY bought Gong Cha for me and they finished a whole tray of my macarons ^-^ talked for a while then we decided to take a walk at East Coast Park. Then the boys ditched me, leaving me to face the muted lights and dark alley alone.
28 April, Saturday
I didn't have prata for 5 months. I didn't have a proper meet up with Limin for 5 months. TODAY WAS THE DAY HELL BROKE LOOSE. Okay I should be less dramatic, there was nothing that had anything to do with hell
3 hours @ Prata House
3 hours @ minzter's room + I almost cried when I told her everything T-T so weak, so weak
1 hour @ minzter's sofa aka my favourite sofa in the entire universe (nua-ing session)
So I guess it was 10pm and KFC closes at 10:30pm. Took so long to muster enough energy to go to Sun Plaza in hopes of getting the Double Down burger.
We queued, and queued, and queued. The person at the counter said that the guy in front of us got hold of the last DD burger. We went back to the house. So our inside joke: we went to Sun Plaza just to queue.
Left the house at around 11:10pm and caught the last bus at 11:40pm I have good sense of memory yay ok maybe because I was panicking because I thought I missed the last bus.
29 April, Sunday
Jogged - Iron Man 3 with papa and mama
30 April, Monday
Went to Cineleisure at 1:30am with zq to catch Iron Man 3.
Zq: Where did you go just now
Me: I can't tell you. I'll tell you after we get the tickets
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Me: I went. I was. Iwaswatchingironman
Then he gave me a face HAHAHA in my defense he kept tweeting about wanting to catch it so I decided to watch with him, it's not a crime what. Starbucks until 5:30am
Woke up 4 hours later for work. Gen and Trix came to look for me at work - $2 chicken rice for dinner - ketchup session - played on the swings opposite my block (luv dem)
1 May, Tuesday
Working with Jeremie is really fun and time passes by so quickly - jogged - ketchup session with Tiffany and Ejanze! T was telling us the juicy gossips from Maldives; scandals and what not
Today
Working with Hanbin is also fun ^^ talked cock for 6 hours with him!! Jogged and felt like puking because I skipped meals in the morning and afternoon. Thank goodness my parents were below the block when I was done with my jog. Had supper at Cedele yum yum I had grilled shrimp salad with avocado.
I HAVE THIS NEW FOUND LOVE FOR AVOCADO I LOVE AVOCADO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hectic schedule again th0 it means more kachingaz
sat+sun- temp job
mon- closing shift (ugh no one likes closing shift la)
tues- slab
weds-slab
thurs- temp job until 2am
fri- slab
Met kitty in town to get Shu's present - then met up with Shu to have lunch at Marmalade Toast! I think the food there is really worth it, cheap and good!
Followed Shu to find a suitable Dr Martens for herself. I think the designs here are so limited, might as well get it from overseas.
She had to go so kitty and I decided to go to Forum to try out McDonald's new Black Pepper Flame Burger, Citrus Fries and Lychee Fizz. Definitely worth trying!! Left the place at around 11pm because we had so much to talk about I guess
20 April, Saturday
Work - jogged - Olympus Has Fallen with the parents (it's a really really really good movie)
23 April, Tuesday
MET BABZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My secondary school besties. But I don't think they think of me as one sobz
So Amira and Azra had already reached. So I was brisk walking to Secret Recipe then I saw this ah lian who turned out to be Yaxun. She was walking so slowly, and flirting (hahahaha okay I don't know, I'm just saying) with this tall guy . So I took a picture and sent it in the group chat because I am nice like that. She was late yet she was flirting with some guy!
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| Jeans phase |
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| Flirt ~ |
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| She took a b00b shot |
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| What I get for doing this pose: "Sherina you're so edgy" |
Ketchup session with them. As usual, Yaxun and I are the crazy ones. Azra drove us home in the Audi!
25 April, Thursday
Adventure Cove Waterpark with Chewz!!!!!! We conquered most of the rides. Except the Rainbow Reef because it was pretty deep and we didn't trust our swimming skills. Other than that, we met this really friendly staff + Miss Yaxun who was so fierce! She shouted at this kid and told her to lie down on the slide. Omg but still, it was nice to see her there! Although I did ditch her hahahaha
Walked back to VivoCity and decided to have tea at Fruit Paradise om nom nomz
Saw Danial while walking around + bought something from Zara because I have absolutely no self-control for someone who is in her worst financial state ever.
Went to the top deck and while I was playing with water, this girl decided to call the boyfriend and the conversation went like this (from what I heard):
Chewz: Hello I'm calling from the police station
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Chewz: Do you know who is Sherina
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Chewz: EH WHY HE HANG UP
So she thought the idiot boy didn't care about me being imprisoned or something but apparently he knew it was a prank
26 April, Friday
Jeremie got me masks from Taiwan \^^/ Gen came down to look for me. Told her about the boy. But the burden that I've been heaving for the past few days still wasn't lifted. I felt that people around me didn't need me anymore ick it sounded less cliche in my head. Why the hell would I tell Gen, of all people, about people whom she isn't even aware of!
Went to Parkway Parade to check something and bumped into Jeremie again! He was having his break hahaha what a coincidence
27 April, Friday
Baked Red Velvet macarons. Taste wise it was up to standard. But appearance wise definitely not. Upset about it but everyone who tried it said that it was nice so it made me forget about mai failure. I really want to master making macarons.
Kaiyi and Ruiyang decided to look for me so I invited them to the house since the parents went to Malaysia. RY bought Gong Cha for me and they finished a whole tray of my macarons ^-^ talked for a while then we decided to take a walk at East Coast Park. Then the boys ditched me, leaving me to face the muted lights and dark alley alone.
28 April, Saturday
I didn't have prata for 5 months. I didn't have a proper meet up with Limin for 5 months. TODAY WAS THE DAY HELL BROKE LOOSE. Okay I should be less dramatic, there was nothing that had anything to do with hell
3 hours @ Prata House
3 hours @ minzter's room + I almost cried when I told her everything T-T so weak, so weak
1 hour @ minzter's sofa aka my favourite sofa in the entire universe (nua-ing session)
So I guess it was 10pm and KFC closes at 10:30pm. Took so long to muster enough energy to go to Sun Plaza in hopes of getting the Double Down burger.
We queued, and queued, and queued. The person at the counter said that the guy in front of us got hold of the last DD burger. We went back to the house. So our inside joke: we went to Sun Plaza just to queue.
Left the house at around 11:10pm and caught the last bus at 11:40pm I have good sense of memory yay ok maybe because I was panicking because I thought I missed the last bus.
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| My mallow bunny |
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| sum1 tell me how to tank this |
29 April, Sunday
Jogged - Iron Man 3 with papa and mama
30 April, Monday
Went to Cineleisure at 1:30am with zq to catch Iron Man 3.
Zq: Where did you go just now
Me: I can't tell you. I'll tell you after we get the tickets
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Me: I went. I was. Iwaswatchingironman
Then he gave me a face HAHAHA in my defense he kept tweeting about wanting to catch it so I decided to watch with him, it's not a crime what. Starbucks until 5:30am
Woke up 4 hours later for work. Gen and Trix came to look for me at work - $2 chicken rice for dinner - ketchup session - played on the swings opposite my block (luv dem)
1 May, Tuesday
Working with Jeremie is really fun and time passes by so quickly - jogged - ketchup session with Tiffany and Ejanze! T was telling us the juicy gossips from Maldives; scandals and what not
Today
Working with Hanbin is also fun ^^ talked cock for 6 hours with him!! Jogged and felt like puking because I skipped meals in the morning and afternoon. Thank goodness my parents were below the block when I was done with my jog. Had supper at Cedele yum yum I had grilled shrimp salad with avocado.
I HAVE THIS NEW FOUND LOVE FOR AVOCADO I LOVE AVOCADO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hectic schedule again th0 it means more kachingaz
sat+sun- temp job
mon- closing shift (ugh no one likes closing shift la)
tues- slab
weds-slab
thurs- temp job until 2am
fri- slab
Saturday, April 27, 2013
A summary of the day:
It doesn't matter if you're losing people around you. It's those who make the effort to reach up to you that matter. And it's quite often the ones you least expect. Thank you Gen.
(I had no one else to turn to because the fact that I'm in this state of disarray seems to involve anyone else I could ever think of. So I let someone into my trust circle today. Which is a pretty big achievement for me, seeing my records of trust issues with people.)
On a lighter note, I sort of self-experimented. I tend to think irrationally before and during my occurrence of my period. But the fact that I still have these thoughts in my head proves that these feelings aren't just a facade; they're genuine
It doesn't matter if you're losing people around you. It's those who make the effort to reach up to you that matter. And it's quite often the ones you least expect. Thank you Gen.
(I had no one else to turn to because the fact that I'm in this state of disarray seems to involve anyone else I could ever think of. So I let someone into my trust circle today. Which is a pretty big achievement for me, seeing my records of trust issues with people.)
On a lighter note, I sort of self-experimented. I tend to think irrationally before and during my occurrence of my period. But the fact that I still have these thoughts in my head proves that these feelings aren't just a facade; they're genuine
Thursday, April 18, 2013
1 April, Monday
Finally a proper date with the boy since my return from Maldives. A few minutes before meeting each other, I lied to him saying that I would be late, as an April Fools joke hahahahahahaha I'm so childish
Lunch at EWF @ Orchard Central, then watched G.I Joe @ Plaza Singapura, pool @ Cathay. I won!!!!!!! Okay because he fouled a couple of times. Astons. Ended off the day with my treat at Canele Patisserie Chocolaterie.
Had to respect that he doesn't like to take pictures. Too bad, he looked cute that day
2 April, Tuesday
Left in the morning to Narita airport, Tokyo. MY FAVOURITE CITY IN ASIA!!!
18 hours flight: Les Miserables, Bacholorette, Diary of a Wimpy Kid, Pitch Perfect
Reached Los Angeles, checked in, and went straight to Disneyland Park for... 2 rides. Sucks to be in America during the Easter holiday. Waited for 90 minutes for the second ride.
3 April, Wednesday
Conquered the rest of the rides at Disneyland Park for the first half of the day and headed on to Disney California Adventure Park for the second half of the day. The rides are more thrilling there!
DISNEY CALIFORNIA ADVENTURE PARK HERE WE COME!!!!!
The World of Colour was amazing. Even more than the disney parade. Being there never fails to make me reminisce on my youthful days
4 April, Thursday
Went to the factory outlet store. What happens when a girl wasn't allowed to shop freely for 6 months, she spent $200 at the first store.
Finished off the rest of the rides at Disney California Adventure Park. It's really tiring to go to the theme parks 3 days in a row, with such long waiting time and the crowd, oh don't get me started on the crowd.
5 April, Friday
UNIVERSAL STUDIOS HOLLYWOOD BABY YEAH!!!
6 April, Saturday
3 hours road trip to Las Vegas!
Walked around but didn't get anything because we were going to the factory outlet the following day. (turns out that the outlet wasn't up to expectations)
Buffet at The Mirage for dinner! Really good food and great spread! I was about to get my salad when this friendly stranger started talking to me. PEOPLE THERE ARE SO NICE!!! They make you feel so welcome and it gives me the warm and fuzzy feeling!!! ^-^
Me: Caesar salad without bacon please
Her: I'm getting that too! Without bacon as well!
Staff: Croutons?
Me: Yes please, a little more
Her: Yes!!! I'm getting more croutons too! Great minds think alike!
She was so sweet!!!
Our last stop was Caesars Palace. The only place with an Abercrombie and Fitch outlet. So we were waiting for Darth Vader when these 2 Pakistani guys who studied in America, decided to talk to me. They were nice and at least I was entertained and one can never get enough of someone with an American accent. It beats listening to someone with improper usage of English (cue fake coughing)
7 April, Sunday
So we headed to the outlet store. It was so depressing :( the shops were so limited.
So we headed back to Caesar's Palace where I spent most of the money I had left. BECAUSE NO ONE TOLD ME THERE WAS GOING TO BE MORE SHOPPING AT SAN FRANCISCO!!!
Dinner at The Cheesecake Factory! (note: pictures don't do justice at all)
So upset when I saw these (not fair!) whines:
8 April, Monday
Grand Canyon oh yeah!!! Eh I acted all smart thinking that it was some sort of a desert so I wore a sleeveless top.
Damn was I wrong. It was 5 degrees Celsius and there was a hail storm. IT WAS SO FUN! I was running and shouting, "THIS IS ONE OF THE BEST EXPERIENCES I'VE EVER HAD IN MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE THIS!!!!" The hail was rather pain though, like thousands of sharpened pencils poking your skin.
After taking some tourist shots, we headed to the ranch for lunch.
I was exhausted when we got back so I stayed in the hotel while my cousin and parents went to The Cheesecake Factory for dinner again.
9 April, Tuesday
Off all things, my parents bought Red Velvet Cake from The Cheesecake Factory. Need I say more.
TO THE AIRPORT! FaceTimed with Danial and Limin while waiting.
Checked in to Marriot, had lunch at one of the street side stalls at Fisherman's Wharf.
Then to Cold Stone Creamery for some ice-cream! Walked walked walked. I went to the gym. Had to compromise with Darth Vader because it was 9:30pm (ikr, a hobo was totally going to rape me that early in the night). So he sat in the gym for an hour while I did my own things
Ugh zq said something that kept me thinking. For a few days. I slept at 3am and there were a few tears sigh I'm so weak.
10 April, Wednesday
Shopping in town.
Lunch, walked more
Sushi for dinner
Dad asked why I kept smiling to my phone. So sweet leh. After my breakdown last night and my worried mind, it was nice to read something like this ~^-^~
11 April, Thursday
Had the best breakfast ever.
Alcatraz
Walked around and had a cupcake break
Dinner at Denny's and we walked along the famous crooked street that I wasn't aware off.
Then Darth Vader followed me to Cold Stone Creamery to get my brownies with ice-cream!
12 April, Friday
So Gladys told me to try iHop. And I did. But I took wholegrain pancakes -______- so it wasn't as nice as what I imagined my fluffy pancakes to be fluff fluff
Took the cable car to town, Can't believe they call it a cable car.
13 April, Saturday
1am: Goodbye to my third favourite city.
14 April, Sunday
Religious class, Becks birthday party with Fel
15 April, Monday
Spent my day fasting, unpacking and FaceTiming with CT and KY who were in Malaysia. Productive day 1.
16 April, Tuesday
Threading (I got tricked into spending $120).
Went to school then to SIM. Saw zq who was heading to work. Jogged. Purchased tickets for Phantom of the Opera. Productive day 2.
17 April, Wednesday
Got Limin and I tickets to The xx, sent transcript to remaining universities, went down to Maxwell Road to do the same, jogged. Productive day 3.
Today
Spent around $400 within 3 days. Tried to bake but failed and mom laughed and her frankness must effing maintain. She said, "If I did it, it would be a success." Then this pussy threw the batter that she spent one and a half hours on, and cried in her room. I hate failure. What's worse, a mom that made me feel a whole lot better.
Went for a job interview. Not so productive day. Not at all.
Next up on my dream holiday: New York, Spain, Italy, Venice, Rome
Finally a proper date with the boy since my return from Maldives. A few minutes before meeting each other, I lied to him saying that I would be late, as an April Fools joke hahahahahahaha I'm so childish
Lunch at EWF @ Orchard Central, then watched G.I Joe @ Plaza Singapura, pool @ Cathay. I won!!!!!!! Okay because he fouled a couple of times. Astons. Ended off the day with my treat at Canele Patisserie Chocolaterie.
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Iced mocha - rose, cookies & cream, vanilla macarons
Hazelnut Praline (bloody good) - Rose and lavender tea
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Had to respect that he doesn't like to take pictures. Too bad, he looked cute that day
2 April, Tuesday
Left in the morning to Narita airport, Tokyo. MY FAVOURITE CITY IN ASIA!!!
18 hours flight: Les Miserables, Bacholorette, Diary of a Wimpy Kid, Pitch Perfect
Reached Los Angeles, checked in, and went straight to Disneyland Park for... 2 rides. Sucks to be in America during the Easter holiday. Waited for 90 minutes for the second ride.
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| 10 minutes walk to Disneyland |
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| Best crowd eva |
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| 10pm queue |
3 April, Wednesday
Conquered the rest of the rides at Disneyland Park for the first half of the day and headed on to Disney California Adventure Park for the second half of the day. The rides are more thrilling there!
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| Biggest horses I've ever seen |
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| My favourite theme: Alice in Wonderland |
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| Overflowing gravy, the cause of obesity in America |
DISNEY CALIFORNIA ADVENTURE PARK HERE WE COME!!!!!
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| The geeks doing the Spock sign aren't my friends |
The World of Colour was amazing. Even more than the disney parade. Being there never fails to make me reminisce on my youthful days
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| I won!!! ^^ |
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| Not sure if guy in front was KevJumba |
4 April, Thursday
Went to the factory outlet store. What happens when a girl wasn't allowed to shop freely for 6 months, she spent $200 at the first store.
Finished off the rest of the rides at Disney California Adventure Park. It's really tiring to go to the theme parks 3 days in a row, with such long waiting time and the crowd, oh don't get me started on the crowd.
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| 2nd time queuing for California Screamin' |
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| I wanted this :( |
5 April, Friday
UNIVERSAL STUDIOS HOLLYWOOD BABY YEAH!!!
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| qt |
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| Screamed like shit and it was our first |
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| An episode of Revenge in progress |
6 April, Saturday
3 hours road trip to Las Vegas!
Walked around but didn't get anything because we were going to the factory outlet the following day. (turns out that the outlet wasn't up to expectations)
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| Man-made rain |
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Buffet at The Mirage for dinner! Really good food and great spread! I was about to get my salad when this friendly stranger started talking to me. PEOPLE THERE ARE SO NICE!!! They make you feel so welcome and it gives me the warm and fuzzy feeling!!! ^-^
Me: Caesar salad without bacon please
Her: I'm getting that too! Without bacon as well!
Staff: Croutons?
Me: Yes please, a little more
Her: Yes!!! I'm getting more croutons too! Great minds think alike!
She was so sweet!!!
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| Loots from Urban Outfitters! |
Our last stop was Caesars Palace. The only place with an Abercrombie and Fitch outlet. So we were waiting for Darth Vader when these 2 Pakistani guys who studied in America, decided to talk to me. They were nice and at least I was entertained and one can never get enough of someone with an American accent. It beats listening to someone with improper usage of English (cue fake coughing)
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| FRIENDS shot here before!!! |
7 April, Sunday
So we headed to the outlet store. It was so depressing :( the shops were so limited.
So we headed back to Caesar's Palace where I spent most of the money I had left. BECAUSE NO ONE TOLD ME THERE WAS GOING TO BE MORE SHOPPING AT SAN FRANCISCO!!!
Dinner at The Cheesecake Factory! (note: pictures don't do justice at all)
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| Cakes on the bottom rack could feed like 6 people per slice |
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| Chocolate one was so good |
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| Ayuz's tomato & chicken |
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| Salmon spring rolls, damn good |
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| Parent's seafood pasta, this was the best |
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| My red meat pasta was not bad either! |
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| We all settled for the Godiva Chocolate Cheesecake |
8 April, Monday
Grand Canyon oh yeah!!! Eh I acted all smart thinking that it was some sort of a desert so I wore a sleeveless top.
Damn was I wrong. It was 5 degrees Celsius and there was a hail storm. IT WAS SO FUN! I was running and shouting, "THIS IS ONE OF THE BEST EXPERIENCES I'VE EVER HAD IN MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE THIS!!!!" The hail was rather pain though, like thousands of sharpened pencils poking your skin.
After taking some tourist shots, we headed to the ranch for lunch.
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| Dad was so cute, being so focused on the magic trick + Victoria Secret shopping bag |
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| MY MEH THAT KEPT FOLLOWING ME!!! SO CUTE!!! |
I was exhausted when we got back so I stayed in the hotel while my cousin and parents went to The Cheesecake Factory for dinner again.
9 April, Tuesday
Off all things, my parents bought Red Velvet Cake from The Cheesecake Factory. Need I say more.
TO THE AIRPORT! FaceTimed with Danial and Limin while waiting.
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| Alienated Limin, figuratively |
Checked in to Marriot, had lunch at one of the street side stalls at Fisherman's Wharf.
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| Fried calamari |
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| Juicy crabs |
Then to Cold Stone Creamery for some ice-cream! Walked walked walked. I went to the gym. Had to compromise with Darth Vader because it was 9:30pm (ikr, a hobo was totally going to rape me that early in the night). So he sat in the gym for an hour while I did my own things
Ugh zq said something that kept me thinking. For a few days. I slept at 3am and there were a few tears sigh I'm so weak.
10 April, Wednesday
Shopping in town.
Lunch, walked more
Sushi for dinner
Dad asked why I kept smiling to my phone. So sweet leh. After my breakdown last night and my worried mind, it was nice to read something like this ~^-^~
11 April, Thursday
Had the best breakfast ever.
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| THIS WAS MIINE, ALL MINE AND I LOVED EVERY ATOM OF IT |
Alcatraz
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| Stupid strikingly attractive guy totally got in the way of the scenic view that I was trying to capture |
Walked around and had a cupcake break
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| Peanut butter | Red Velvet | Hazelnut |
Dinner at Denny's and we walked along the famous crooked street that I wasn't aware off.
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| I was the only one who made it all the way up |
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| iJelly |
Then Darth Vader followed me to Cold Stone Creamery to get my brownies with ice-cream!
12 April, Friday
So Gladys told me to try iHop. And I did. But I took wholegrain pancakes -______- so it wasn't as nice as what I imagined my fluffy pancakes to be fluff fluff
Took the cable car to town, Can't believe they call it a cable car.
13 April, Saturday
1am: Goodbye to my third favourite city.
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| Liminster's |
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| The amount of junk in my bag |
14 April, Sunday
Religious class, Becks birthday party with Fel
15 April, Monday
Spent my day fasting, unpacking and FaceTiming with CT and KY who were in Malaysia. Productive day 1.
16 April, Tuesday
Threading (I got tricked into spending $120).
Went to school then to SIM. Saw zq who was heading to work. Jogged. Purchased tickets for Phantom of the Opera. Productive day 2.
17 April, Wednesday
Got Limin and I tickets to The xx, sent transcript to remaining universities, went down to Maxwell Road to do the same, jogged. Productive day 3.
Today
Spent around $400 within 3 days. Tried to bake but failed and mom laughed and her frankness must effing maintain. She said, "If I did it, it would be a success." Then this pussy threw the batter that she spent one and a half hours on, and cried in her room. I hate failure. What's worse, a mom that made me feel a whole lot better.
Went for a job interview. Not so productive day. Not at all.
Next up on my dream holiday: New York, Spain, Italy, Venice, Rome
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